蕙香+诲乡的部落格

2011-07-26T18:46:00.002+08:00

小时候，我会解读自己所看到的一些东西，无论是事实还是“假设”的事实。譬如说，“老师”是对“学生”很严厉，不友善的。“老师”对“老师”就特别地亲切，轻松的。这种差别让我在“学生时代”有很多疑问，好像有“？”“！”“x"。。。

于是感受和情绪就特别多。。。尤其是不公平，不平等的待遇。。。

拥有一个“生气”的优质时间

2011-07-21T20:44:00.004+08:00

我很生气因为你们对彼此的不满，造成我不少的麻烦。

我很愤怒因为你们的沟通方式不协调，自然而然我变成你们的和事佬。

我很埋怨你因为你剥夺我自由的权力，从小你只教会我怎么去服从，却没教我“选择”这么重要的人生课程。

“承认”我曾经拥有的名字

2011-07-18T20:08:00.007+08:00

当我决定把自己的“名字”当成主题时，

我好像在改变一些东西。

“蕙香”是我读华校时，被同学与老师称呼了十三年。

“诲乡”是我后来才改的新名字。。我蛮喜欢的。

试试看想，好好的一个名字，为何最后选择更新它呢？

背后的故事是什么？

直到现在，我才很慎重地思考这个问题。

当这个“好久不见”的名字放上去时，

我感觉有点害怕，担心。。慢慢地就感受到喜悦，惊讶。

害怕自己是不是做对了，担心他人看了有所意见。

喜悦是我感觉对这个“蕙香”产生亲密感，好像好久不见的朋友，有点陌生又亲密。

令我惊讶的是在这十三年里，我没尝试去欣赏“它”。

反而，还嫌弃它不够文雅，甜美因为常常被同学取笑，拿来当笑话。

那种感受是不舒服的，不被他人认同的情境。

于是，自身价值变得脆弱，对自己没信心。

從“心”出發

2011-07-16T21:54:00.005+08:00

這裡有我很多的回憶。。。開心的﹐帶來歡笑﹐給我驚訝﹐那是讓我往前blog的理由。但是讓我暫時告別這裡是那些沮喪﹐失望﹐無趣﹐失敗感的回憶。

那时的我觉得好空虚。空虚的意思是原以为这里是我的分享天地。。与他人沟通得很愉快。久而久之，我的分享没得到比从前那么多的回应。。越来越少了。我觉得孤独，没人欣赏我。回想起来，当时我对自己的要求蛮高的。成绩代表我的一切。

Jamy's back!

2011-07-16T15:19:00.005+08:00

Such a long time that I didn't log in to Blogger to share. Last two days I mentioned to one of my male colleagues about my blogging life in previous years. He was so shocked that I ever played blog and so curious what I shared.

On the right moment, I felt excited 興奮 because someone felt impressed on the things I had done before. It's like a complimentary from others.

This is how it brings me to start my mind to blog here again. It's not easy to do that since I am getting used to do journaling on book. Well, I might thinking it is an another good option for me to record my sharing that could help me alot in future.

Say Cheers! for my return to blogging life!

感受: 興奮﹐驚訝

感受的感受: 滿足感﹐被稱贊

觀點﹕被稱贊是一件了不起的事

期待﹕他人可以看到我的能力﹐實力
我可以欣賞自己的能力﹐實力

渴望﹕被肯定﹐被認同

Order Roses for your loved ones from Jamy!!!

2009-02-01T00:04:00.018+08:00

This is Jamy 2nd product of origami roses!!!! I had done the first one on last year April on Mother's Day. I feel that I am totally in love with flowers and roses wrapping. It makes me SMILE for the whole day. This is what I have been searching for years, that's my own interest. I did not know what I am good at during schooling years. I only know art is the subject I like the most but what kind of art.....I really don't know. Felt sad about it...

And thanks God and Buddha that I finally found it!!! Those are things that make me proud of and understand myself more than before. It will be for my whole lifetime. Not much person know what they want and their purpose of life. So I am happy of what I am doing now.

So I started to search for materials since last year October. See what I can make for Valentine's Day 2009. It is so challenging. I have to forget about the Mother's Day wrapping style and create a new one to suit for V-Day.....

To be honest, my valuable time and effort is the most expensive of all the costs. It had been wrapped and unwrapped for many times. I have to think of "Is that cute to have it? Is it nice the overall beauty?

To me, the roses that I make is not just $5.00 or $15.00 but priceless. Everyone is doing things for purpose. I make this not to earn money but to make people happy when they receive the roses. It's a gift ....a way to show that they deserve to get such a valuable rose from you because they are your loved ones!

Remember, the roses that I make is the message of "I Love You!" If it's hard for you to speak out these 3 words, don't worry....you can buy the roses from me and give it to them. See what their replies. Some may think that there is no need to spend this kind of money or just give me the cash is so nice but you will feel more happy when you know these person had prepared this just for you.

It's not only for loving couples or married couples but to your family, best buddy who also single this year and wish them to get their perfect person soon.....yeah ....why not!

Thinking of you and wishing you happiness that reaches to every corner of
the heart, that rings with laughter and lingers in smiles, that lives in
memories, yet increases with each new tomorrow.

Wishing you the wonderful happiness of loving and knowing that you are
loved.

Happy Valentine's Day!

Oh now It's 2009!!!

2009-01-31T23:43:00.002+08:00

Yeah I know it's sort of late greeting to shout, "Happy New Year 2009!!!!" But I just wanna make some sound in my blog since I did not blog oftenly.

And thanks to Bobby, Pablo, LeeChien and Haslann brother to greet me in my shoutbox! Yeah it's Happy Chinese New (Niu) Year tooo!!

Wah Chinese New Year is the first occasion of 2009. Hope it will bring alot of good luck and blessing to people in the world.

I born in the year of Rat, that's just last year 2008. Now we step into the year of Ox and it's time to plan what we want to achieve in a bright new year. I also had checked out my rat luck in the year of Ox. I am in the top 5 overall luck of all 12 animals. Yeah huuuuuu! Romance, Money, Health are all good to me ......YES! I try my best to plan myself!!!!

Celebrate your feeling.....

2008-12-14T13:06:00.006+08:00

Tonight I celebrate my love for you.....
And that midnight song is gonna come shinning through...
Tonight there'll be no distance between us....
What I want most to do.....
Is to get close to you tonight.....

Yeah yeah! So touched and lovely opening that I make for this post. Wah Jamy had been out of blog for long time. Our life is keep on changing day by day that you and I are not aware of it. So just remember I am here right now sharing my thought and feeling from the moment I start singing Tonight I celebrate my love for you.....

You can listen this song when you are loading my blog. If you like it, let the music lead you to the most comfortable moment that you had been through and of course if the song does not suit your feeling now, you may turn it off. I am happy that you have arrived in my lovely and warming blog.

Today my family and I are having our breakfast in Country Patch which is located in Kiulap. We order Amercian Breakfast that we are allowed to choose the food we like. The presentation of the breakfast is nice and I feel refreshing looking at the food. What a great breakfast we have. The atmosphere is different, something like we are in the English man country right now. They had decorated Christmas tree and hanging stuff. It's the feeling of celebration.

That's the reason that I am here to share with you.....

What I feel like replying to you is.....

2008-11-08T22:31:00.008+08:00

Thanks for all the sweet and encouragement words!!!

Comments from the previous post, My Latest Creation:

The Morningstar said...
Amazing!!! Even the packaging - so simple, it works wonderfully!!! You definitely got a gift for such things, after all...Anyhow, have a great weekend!!! Missed you at CV Closing Night last Sunday...

Jamy: hehe xie xie! It looks great to me. I can make something which is simple into gorgeousss!!!! Jamy Powerrr!!! Hehez! I just love making roses. That's part of my life. Oh you went to the closing night ah ...hmm I had other programme that night so I didnt make it. You have a fabulous day too!

The Bimbo said...
Wow! I love the roses. I used to make them when I was young but they are nowhere as nice as yours! Mine were usually uneven. :P

Jamy: Oh you used to make them! Great! And thanks for loving the roses. I never knew that I really love roses making so much by my own hand till this year march my friend taught me the technique. Each and every roses, I do it with all my heart. I thank Universe and Buddha for their goodness to me.

WaterLearner said...
Heh .. I like the nine roses in a box creation. You should set up shop and sell these!

Jamy: Haha Karen, I ever think of it too but someone said that I can't make this business in long term period. I only can do it during occasion like Mother's Day and Valentine's Day is coming soon. I have plan for that too! I am working out now.....hehehe!

Maozai said...
wow nice origami roses :D

Jamy: Thanks shen! They really looks great and fabulousssss!!!

Gbex and Ellen said...
Good day

Jamy: You too fantastic day!!!

Jean Chia aka Ms.Yummy~licious said...
lovely, jamy! the rainbow flowers & bouquest are just too lovely to resist! you're so creative, girl! :)

Jamy: hehe thanks Jean!! Glad that you love it too. Talking about creative, your blog layout is so wonderful and nice. I love it! It's mainly just for you. Good Job!

My Latest Creation

2008-11-01T16:32:00.006+08:00

Lee Chien left a message in my previous post, mentioned that I should update my blog more often. Yeah Yeah I know I know. After reading that, I create this post without second thought. Thanks Chien for making me to feel blogging. I think I have lost the feeling of sharing my personal stuff with people nowadays. I tend to keep my feeling for myself. But I am sure I will open my heart to share my innermost feeling through blogging.

I suddenly figure out that I have something to blog. That's my Latest Creation on roses!

I made this bouquet last month but I havent send to the recipient yet. It's my best friend, Dina belated birthday present. She was angry that I didnt greet her during her birthday. I am sorry la dear. I know it's around the period but can't remember the actual date. But still I prepare your present. Ok jangan marah! (Dont angry!) Oopss hopefully you are not visiting my blog. If not, no surprise for you! The inner wrapping material that I am using is slightly different compared to the bouquet for Happy Mother's Day. Hope you will like it! I know you love pink and purple. That's it!

And my second creation is also a farewell present for my friend, Jimi who went back to Taiwan last month. He wanna stay with her mother and try to find permanent job. I am sure now he finds it or not but wish him good luck!

This is the rainbow roses in a box! It consists of 9 different color of roses so I call it as Rainbow Roses! He is a guy so I can't give all red or pink roses. Not really suitable for him so I chose some color combination. Gorgeous I say! After he went back to Taiwan and showed it to his mother, he sms me that his mother thought it is beautiful. Great! Someone who I never meet before saying my creation is beautiful. I'm so happpyyYyYyYyyyyyYYYYYy!

Updated!

2008-10-25T21:16:00.005+08:00

I am thinking how to start my sentence here ....hmm what happen to me during this whole week?

Yeah I sleep at 9pm earlier than usual time at 11 plus. I have a early slept 4 days this week. Feeling tired I guess. Watching my favourite tv drama, You're My Destiny at 7.30pm then followed by a tv programme, Ladies First till 9pm.

Nothing else to do so I go to bed early and the funniest thing is I only manage to wake up at 7 plus in the morning. Only have short time to prepare myself for work. I usually wake up at 6 plus even I sleep at 12am and I don't know why the earliest I sleep at night, wake up late than usual in the morning. Hahaha....I think I should go back to my 12am sleeping time so that I can wake up early for work.

Last night I watched Ladies First talking about taking care of your foot especially scrubbing the dead skin. It makes a big difference on our skin color and condition after scrubbing. It reminds me when my last scrub on my face is done. Few months ago I guess? Haha! I missed the step of scrubbing before applying The Face Shop masks last 2 times. Oh no! Oh no!

Ok I have to do my skin care before I sleep tonight.

Let me do the late replies before I end here.

Heartbeats: Have a fabulous weekend ahead too!

Mariuca: Yes! Long time no see! Did you notice your birthday dedication post here?

LeeChien: yuyuyuyuyu!! Long time no see too! Hope you have a nice day!

Bobby: Thanks for missing me! Im here! Just that I seldom blog because my connection is slow. Hope your day is filled with wonderful things around you.

Reward yourself after 30 days

2008-10-01T23:15:00.006+08:00

Ever since I started working on June 08, I had trained myself how to manage my income every month. I brainstorm what items I need to spend daily or monthly. So I have arranged that sum of money I need to spend this and that. For example, $100 for lunch, $56 for Yoga lesson, $100 for groceries and another sum of money for my mama massage treatment. This is to avoid that any overspending habit occurs. Lack of pocket money end of the month.

Although I knew that I can spend this much on these particular item in the month, I will try to spend it wisely like only $80 for lunch so that I still can save up sum of money to spend the day before my paycheck. Some people may have a high spending at the end of month because that's when they receive paycheck. Keep on spending the things that they desire for so long once the money is on the hand. Lastly, they need to spend lesser when they found out that not much money in the bank account. Bit by bit to save till the day before receiving a new paycheck.

I do it in another way round. Other than spending a big money after getting the paycheck, I will spend on my necessity first like foods, drinks, chocolate, easicard and others. Wait till the day before my paycheck, I calculate how much I had saved over the month so I can start to think what things I can buy to reward myself after working hard for 30 days. In fact, I only spend on what I had saved before, not on my new paycheck.

I found these method very useful to me. I am quite happy the day before my paycheck. It's time to make myself happy and feeling great. These 3 photos on the left are my rewards for last 2 months.

So remember to reward yourself after working hard for 30 days!

Simpleology

2008-09-27T23:39:00.001+08:00

Just now I had a sungkai buffet with Haslan, Rozi, Josephine and my sister in Saffron. Haslan recommended me to try out this site since it's free now. Have a look the link below.

I'm evaluating a multi-media course on blogging from the folks at Simpleology. For a while, they're letting you snag it for free if you post about it on your blog.
It covers:

The best blogging techniques.
How to get traffic to your blog.
How to turn your blog into money.

I'll let you know what I think once I've had a chance to check it out. Meanwhile, go grab yours while it's still free.

Perhaps Love!

2008-09-20T00:27:00.006+08:00

New title! New template! New image!

I do feel these image suit me more in emotional way.

A blog is represented the personality of blogger. I surfed for hundreds of blog templates and tried few of them. None of them stay long because I always feel there is something missing.

Finally these template gives me the feeling of loving and comfortable. It's pink and brown combination with nice header background. Big credit to

With these great feeling, it's the right time to change my title as well. Perhaps Love is a song name from Princess Hours, one of the most famous korean tv drama that me, my sister and my best friend Adina are totally fascinated to it.

If you had watched before, you are one of my Perhaps Love group!

Birthday counts blessing not the numbers

2008-09-09T23:27:00.007+08:00

This post is dedicated to my friend, Mariuca who had celebrated her birthday with her B last month and also invited her blogmates to send gift in her blog. I did leave 2 gifts for her but did not get to leave comment. Remember last year what I did in your comment box? So enthusiasm getting more wishes for you. You must be feeling weird that why you did not see me there this year. I feel so sorry that I did not make it because I was busy something else. Even though it's bit late to greet you, I am sure you will be glad to see this dedicated post.

Instead of counting candles,

Or tallying the years,

Contemplate your blessings,

As your birthday nears.

How miracle it could be....

2008-09-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

Comments and messages replied:

Janice, thanks for reading my long post. Learn to save first before spending it. Wise thought.

Mariuca, yes long time no see. Thanks for your tagged. I forget to greet you "Happy Belated Birthday!" but I did left some gifts in your blog. Did you browse it? Anyway, SMILE always!

Karen, thanks friend for visiting me here. I am glad that I did in that way too. You're right, I believe I have a great earning power.

LeeChien, Hi Hi Hi! I hopped over to your new blog last time but did not get time to leave you message. Hope you are doing fine in your home sweet home in Kuching still?

Sanmiauz, Yeah long time no see you too. Thanks for visiting me regularly. I know you will. :)

Jac, thanks for coming over here. I did read your blog while surfing for Yoga knowledge last few weeks ago. You inspired me in some way of your writing. Thanks!

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Something great to talk about today. I have a BIG SURPRISE looking at my shoutbox that someone who I respect is leaving me message! Oh gosh he was announced his quitting of blogging on July for some reason and he realized he made the wrong decision before and then he is back to continue his blogging pen. He's the author of World of Pablo, Senor Pablo!!!

How grateful to see his return and I did not expected to see him back although I pray for it. I was sad to read his quitting post and realised that I was going to lose an inspired friend in blogging which we live in the same country and never meet before. The weird thing is I had the chance to meet his wife, Bunny first instead of himself. Hahaha!

I don't have much local bloggers to get connected but Pablo is the first one. So when I knew he was leaving from blogging and I felt that no longer can read his thoughtful post and I couldn't keep in touch with him anymore. I got these feeling, honestly. He always acts as a brother to me. Understand what I am trying to express in my post and give me encouragement as well. I gained my knowledge in the process of reading his post.

It's so great to see him back. I read almost of his newest post and leave my "feeling" comments to him. How miracle is that inspired thoughts can be exchanged through blogging without needing to meet in person. It is another ways to meet some great person behind the blog. I found this way of communicating more reliable and truly. You can feel whether you like this person from the way they write their thought and feelings.

I am the kind of person who did not show off what I am thinking inside my mind to the new faces unless I found the person sharing the same feelings with me. The first impression that I give people in real life is shy and quiet girl. But when it comes to blogging, I can leave a comment look like composition in people's blog. So how different I am. Don't judge the book by its cover.

Lastly, I wanna shout "Welcome back to blogging, Pablo bro!" I believe we have more great moments to share with each other in future.

Happy Fasting to all Muslim tuan tuan dan puan puan!

Blog for no title

2008-09-06T20:40:00.002+08:00

It has been 2 weeks after my last post blogging about my money management on mid-august. First of all, a BIG HELLO to whoever coming back to visit me here. I am so sorry for not replying your comments and message in my shoutbox. Recently my internet connection, E-speed always on and off. I have no idea what's going on but now me, my bro and sister are planning to change to Go! Broadband Services for faster speed.

My brother is getting annoyed of E-speed connection because he couldn't surf and download files after he is back from office. He couldn't stay a day without Internet as for myself, I still can stay not using it for one or two days but not a week please. Luckily I have Window Live Writer to write my post in advance and post it when the connection is back.

So if you see my new post and I did not reply your comments and messages, please forgive me oh! We are deciding which plan to subscribe for Go! Broadband. My brother want to have 2 years contract plan only whereas my sister want to get the laptop + 30 months contract plan. I prefer to get monthly subscription plan only because it's the lowest price to pay off every month but it's also less worth of all the plans. The other 2 plans are really worth of it because you pay off 2 years internet fee straight away so it's cheaper compared to monthly subscription. Read here for more details of what I'm saying especially to my overseas friends.

Hope we can make the right decision soon. Life without Internet is bored and you feel like missing something in your daily life. Do you agree?

Good Experience

2008-08-18T22:54:00.018+08:00

Last 3 weeks, I was happy to open a new bank account, planning for my monthly saving from my salary since this is my first job. Save for the future is the right choice for every employee. I couldn’t be like the teenager, spend whatever I have on my hand right now.

Money tends to be losing easily if it’s with me. In order to control my spending habit, I need ATM card to help me reducing the outflow of cash in my accounting record. How this could be done?

If the money is kept in the bank and whenever I wanna withdraw money, I need to drive to the nearest atm and get the cash before purchasing something. If the money is with me, I can buy things anytime I feel like to. So you can see which one is the fastest way to spend off the money. I tend to feel tired and annoying if I have to withdraw money from atm machine few times a week. Because of this reason, I probably won’t take the money quite often and also does not spend much too unless there is a need urgently.

The best way is to keep the money in the bank instead of storing on my drawer. And I have a mini hello kitty notebook in my bag. Whenever I spend something, I will take note the item and price and date. End of the month, I will input my spending data into Ms Excel spreadsheet and generate the bar chart for the month. I can monitor my money easily and estimate the saving as well. Spend wisely and have a better life in future!

The staff introduced me the types of account they have. So I choose the one who is suitable for my financial background. Every transaction is dealing with machine, no passbook needed. Deposit and withdrawal are processed by pressing button of the machine. Bank statement will send to me every 3 months. If I think I have too much to spend, I can queue up in the counter and pay $2 for the transaction. The possibility is very low because I rather keep my $2 nicely in the bank.

Documents had been filled up and everything seemed to be going smoothly. Suddenly the staff found out that my name was wrongly entered into the system and she will do the correction as well. I was asked to wait for another 3 working days to collect my ATM card. It was on Saturday that I applied because I work from Monday to Friday. So I can do my personal stuff on every Saturday. On the following week Thursday, I probably can get it.

So on that day, I received a call from the bank asking for the collection. YEAH!! But then I also enquired about my full name written on the card. And it’s still the wrong name!!! Oh gosh! So I asked her to correct my name and she agreed and hanged up the phone. Who knows on the 2^nd week, the bank staff called up again for collection and I double checked my name and they did not change for me!!!! I was so angry!

This time I became impatiently to ask for the change and the response I received from the bank was I needed to go to the bank for the second time and showed them my IC in order to change my name. I was really unwillingly to go and claimed that I left my IC copy with them. But still she instructed me that I had to go there. I thought the second time I go would be collecting my ATM card. My sister told me that I should not go because it was their fault, not the customer. ARGHHH….!!! What to do!! It really caused me trouble. I am thinking if I deposit $100,000 in the bank, would they just correct for me straight away without showing my IC to them again? I deposited that amount cancelled off 3 “0” at the back. Ok I am like small potato to them but that’s also my money. I am starting from the very beginning.

Before meeting the staff, I was thinking how I am gonna react to them. I never scold people in public but just accept whatever the situation is. If I just keep quiet, I feel sorry to myself that why didn’t I query for their mistake. Why I have to keep the emotions inside the heart?

My face did not look good and I queried the staff why I should come there again and I couldn’t withdraw money for 2 weeks. I did not get any apologize from her or maybe she thought it was not her fault in the beginning. She asked me to wait for a while and she went around doing my ATM stuff. After that, I went home waiting for their call the following week.

Last Saturday, finally I got my ATM card!!! Look like a credit card with long numbers on the front but it’s just an ATM card that has discounts in their selected merchants. I like the card because it has the text of Smart Executive Plan. Wahh I feel like I am a smart person holding the card. Great thought I have! It is more than a saving account with the help of achieving the customer’s financial need and goal. I am gonna find out how they can help me in my financial and I really need it so much as well.

Overall, it was my first and “not bad” experience in dealing with the bank. Life has always good and bad moments for us to enjoy. If it’s a good and wonderful moment, people are lovable to accept it but what if it’s your bad moment? That’s when we face challenge in life. Just like my case, I always think that God and Buddha are giving me a lesson to learn and experience. Everything happens for reason. So I just let it be and feel the feeling of being troublesome and anger with the service. Anyway, it’s just a human error as everyone will make a mistake so do I. So be a forgiveness person.

I ever think of changing to another bank since it gave me a bad impression in the beginning. But then they have charged me 1 year annual fee from the day I start using the account and would it be a loss to make that decision? I turned down that thought and think of it differently. Face the situation if you think it’s bad. Take the challenge to make it good. I haven’t try out their credit card services which I believe I can gain more benefit. You might not understand what I am thinking and talking about but as long as I understand, it feels good to see that I manage writing a long post or article.

Thank you for reading this post till here. I appreciate your time, honestly.

Breathe in and breathe out....

2008-08-09T22:21:00.006+08:00

Bejing Olympics Games 2008 opening ceremony was great and fantastic. Watching with my family last night at 8:00pm sharp. My expressions was just one word "Wah...WAh...WAHH!!" The performance was made up of thousand performers and 3D graphic technology effect. What I saw the most was people flying on the air showing the lighting effect. The firework was totally fabulous!!! Love it so much!!

I blog for a while before I go for my early sleep than my usual because tomorrow I am gonna wake up at 5 plus for this event....

Yoga class, I had been attending for 3 months. It's one of the best ways to keep your body and mind relaxing especially when you are in the stress level. Stretch your body muscles to make you more flexible. I found out that my lower body (my leg part) is more flexible. I don't know how to explain that in words because I cant find those words in my dictionary. Will pay more attention to my yoga instructor when he is leading the class. I will try to explain bit by bit next time ok?

One of the benefits that I realised is Yoga can improve menstruation problem. I always feel heavily and pain in stomach during my first day. And my recent period I did not feel so heavy anymore but slightly pain. I asked my instructor, William about that and he said it was because I am learning Yoga recently.

Ok, that's so great! I only do Yoga on wed and thur for 2 hours in class every week. It should be doing for 15mins Yoga everyday at home but I can't arrange my time to do it so I rely on my instructor. Hehe! Tomorrow my sister and I are heading to Empire beach side to enjoy Yoga beach therapy early in the morning!!! Sunday we usually wake up at 8 or 9am. Ok let's give our skin and body more FRESH AIR!

Breathe in and breathe out.....anyone joining me tomolo???

Image source: Ranoadidas. Thanks! Hope you don't mind I upload the image to Photobucket because your link is not available sometimes. I scare my reader cant view the image.

Feeling gratitude of....

2008-08-09T18:13:00.002+08:00

Nasi Katok

(Rice with a piece of chicken, cucumber and egg)

On Thursday, I went to client’s office in the morning, sitting on the desk where my work is done. Half an hour later, I saw two Malay ladies staff holding two boxes of stuff. When they approached me and my colleague, they gave us NASI KATOK early in the morning. Not really early but as for the time to feed my stomach with rice, 9 plus is quite early because in the morning I will be having breads or noodles only and rice will be during lunch time.

It’s really nice and lucky to receive a FREE MEAL from someone and I can take it as my lunch meal so that I am not spending much on the day. Thanks to the staff who contributed the free meal for all the staff, I guess it’s about 40 people. I did not eat it on the spot as I said I treated it as my lunch meal so I waited till 10 plus to feed my hungry stomach.

I have a friend working in client’s office so normally I will lunch out with her. I am not driving during my working hours so I have to go out with her. I did not date her earlier so she went out with her colleagues when I looked for her in her office.

Client’s office is far away from the commercial areas so it is not possible for me to walk and have lunch nearby. I can walk around if client’s office is located in commercial area like Bandar, Kiulap and others. My pinky tote bag has an umbrella, jacket and also pinky cap. If little drop of rain, I will take out my pinky cap. I have a pair of long legs so I can walk from Wisma Jaya to Yayasan Complex in the town. It takes me 10mins for the walk.

Hey I am running out of the track. OK let’s continue with my sharing.

Jamy has no place to walk for lunch, friends went out with colleagues and client canteen has limited of foods for sale. Some of the food contains beef so she couldn’t touch it. So she decided to stay in the office continue working plus she did not feel really hungry because of the free meal that she had eaten in 10 plus. Then she suddenly realized that she must be starving if there is no free meal on the day. And she was being thankful to the kind person who treated the meal and felt like saying “Everything happens for reason.”

YES! Absolutely true! My Buddha knew that I will be no lunch out during the day so sent someone to deliver food to me. HAHA! I know some of you might thinking I am so childish saying this. Honestly, I found this thinking really means so much to me. I love this kind of thought. I love what I believe. At least I can choose what I believe. Someone used to judge me, "You don't have your own thought and you always follow others." I totally believed what that person said about me last time and trapped myself into doubt. It didn't make me feel good but totally sadness. Luckily my CV brothers and sisters-in-arms saved me during that difficulty and awakened me.

Now I can tell myself and everyone (including that person), I am sure I have my own thoughts and no one can take over my thought as well. I am happy to be myself but not other people's shadow. What people says about you is not so important, the most important is what you think of yourself. It's not from outside's perception but your inner-self.

I would like to thank two persons in this post. One is the kind lady who treated me free meal without getting starving and also that person who taught me a great lesson of life. Learn how to believe myself and everyone has a choice.

Yeah try out window live writer!

2008-08-03T22:17:00.002+08:00

I am not sure how this program works so now i am trying to write anything i wan to sayyyyyyyyyyyyy......COOOOOLLL!!! testing 123! testing 123!!

Photo taken by Jason Ong

What A Dream....

2008-08-03T15:46:00.014+08:00

Oh No! I had a bad dream last night. Seem to be tired when your mind was dreaming something badly. The feeling does not feel good when I wake up this morning. Head pain pain! Although I try to take a nap after lunch, my mind is still thinking something else, couldn't stop. What happen to me recently? What have I done? I need to refresh my mood with good thought. Ok I give myself time.

L.O.V.E MUSIC: 我要的不多 / 马兆骏
Click PLAY button if you wish to hear what I love

Great Celebration on July - Fireworks

2008-07-27T22:36:00.023+08:00

Birthday Events for His Majesty, The Sultan Of Brunei

26th July 2008

Every year I am so happy and excited for The Fireworks Night during His Majesty Birthday on July. This is the period I can feel the great celebration in the whole country. There are alot of events and performances for the month.

Last night was the night that His Majesty celebrating his birthday with the citizens in my hometown. For sure there was a crowd of people hanging on the town. They were going for the night market in different areas of the town and also watching firework shows. Many vehicles were moving ahead to the town and of course traffic jam on the road.

I think my excitement of watching firework does not affected. I dated with 2 of my girl best friends to have dinner in Night Market and walk around the town. We reached there at 6.30pm and the sky was still bright but going to be dark.

We ordered the most popular food, Satay, bbq-ing with different types of meat. Most commonly are chicken and beef. I don't eat beef because since young, my mama educated me not to eat that due to some reason. Chicken Satay is what you can see the photo below.

3 of us were sitting on the booth eating other foods and chit-chating till the moon showed up. Yeah I love this kind of enjoyment. Having our dinner in a temporarily restaurant and chit-chat till night time. That's life! We decided to get our butt out of the chair and walked around so that our tummy can digest faster and we can go our supper, second round.

As we walked around, I saw alot of balloons selling on the booth. The customers were most probably the kids. I was thinking to buy one for myself and I asked the girls, Do I look weird holding the balloon to walk around? They smiled to me. :) Ok Ok I know if I buy it, they probably wont walk together with me! Those balloons really look nice and cute.

As for the photo below, my best friend Ms Piggie loves to eat the peanut that normally come in a pack like that selling in the night market. She was deciding which booth to buy it and in the end she bought the one that did not taste nice. Haha! I laughed at her for being so choosy. And she loves everything about pig so I named her as Ms Piggie. Sound cute?

Watching the Street Lighting on the Town. We were walking down to the big field where His Majesty arrived and watched all the performance for the night. We were just outside of that place and waiting for the event to start.

While waiting for the arrival of His Majesty, we spotted many photo shooters taking their best angle and one of the young shooter (see below) became one of our girls topic of the night. We had nothing to do so we chatted about the handsome shooter. Ms Piggie assumed that he is mixture of asian and western blood. He is quite handsome but looks thin and the face has some pimples. So sayang! (What a pity!) If he build up his body and erase the pimples, Oh man he can be attractive!

Our Great Sutlan on the decorative vehicle!

Ms Jamy, Ms Piggie & Ms Cloudy

GORGEOUS FIREWORKS

This is the great show I was waiting for so long. It might not look nice from my photos but honestly this year I give a *thumbs up* to the fireworks sponsor. It's beautiful to watch the different pattern of fireworks on the sky. I wonder whether there is any flower pattern of fireworks? Or it shows the wording like Happy Birthday to His Majesty? Hehe! What a hilarious thought I have!

The fireworks showed up in different times on the night. Ms Piggie lives in the flat somewhere that area and we decided to walk back although the event didn't finish yet. Our legs signalled us that they need a rest! Stand for few hours on the street.

3 of us did not forget about our supper. We promised ourselves that we MUST buy chicken burger SPECIAL, that's mean addition of egg. So we brought it back to Ms Piggie's home and enjoy the burger. At the same time, we can watch the gorgeous firework from her balcony! That's how you can see I was pictured my burger with the fireworks. Nice! Nice! Nice!

We will do the same thing every year during this day. Eat Satay in the night market and buy chicken burger walking around and watch gorgeous fireworks and lastly step on the T-junction on the busy town!

We continued chit-chat in Ms Piggie home with her mother. She talked to us and commented that our group of people was getting lesser compared to last year, we had 9 people.

One of my mother's friend told me that I will have my beloved one next year. I shared this to them. Ms Piggie's mother quickly replied that next year will be left Ms Piggie and Ms Cloudy. So sad! My reply to them was I will bring my beloved one to join us next year!!! All of them made a BIG LAUGH. They are looking forward next year honestly.

My Buddha, please let my promise come true!

Leave Your Links To Jamy

2008-07-23T23:33:00.014+08:00

Look different here? Yeah I am currently changing my blog skin as my feeling told me to do so. Just don't comfortable with the old ones because of the crowded 3 column templates. I think I like this more.

I have lost all my widgets even my shoutbox that I used to have in the old ones. I had download my old full template but while I was trying out the new skin, some required me to delete some widgets. No choice because I wanna see the result.

I also lost all my friends blog address. So if you are visiting me and reading this right now, kindly show your footstep to me by leaving your link to me in this post so that I can re-create the list of my blog buddy. Thank you very muchie, my friends. Some I still remember your links but not all of you ok I dont have a strong memory.

Give me some time to add back the widget that I need so that it wont look so empty here. Ok I have to go sleep now because I woke up so early this morning than usual. I hardly open my eyes properly to blog now. Hehe! Tata!

GIVE ME! GIVE ME! GIVE ME! YOUR LINK PLS!

WooHoo!! Guess Who Is Back???

2008-07-15T12:42:00.010+08:00

Yea Yea Yeshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! It's ME, Jamy!!! Finally ....FINally .....FINALLY I CAN BLOGGGGGGGGG!!!

The feeling is definitely good and siok!!! 3 weeks I didnt blog, don''t know what to share and last week I wanna blog but turned up my monitor was playing fool with meeeeeee :(

It was like you can't see the screen properly because you found yourself changed a new wallpaper that showed a motion effect with many stripes. Oopss it's going upwardss....in another second, its moving downwards....

Now I am typing my words with second hand 17" LCD monitor, that's so so so so CLEAR to me! ^_^ So happy!

Yeah some of my friends left message or comment in my blog and update me the latest information about them and I made 2 new friends, that's Speak In Doodles and Big Bright Head.

I really havent read all their post, just kindly browsing the whole blog. Speak In Doodles is showing his talented cartoon with inspired quotes. Attractive cartoons and great quotation! Big Bright Head is blogging about Two Big Bright Heads Blogging With Positive Inner Feeling. Who is the 2 big bright head??? I also don't know. Havent really read about it but I am interested on their Positive Inner Feeling. Explore more soon!!

3 things that I wanna share to you all today!

First, I made my first flower pot last 2 weeks.
It was so great to try it out. I felt satisfied with the end result. I am not only looking at the flower pot itself but also seeing myself how patience I was and the effort that I contribute to this little flower pot. Every stalk that I put is really my happy and magical moments. I smiled all the way!

Second, I went to the grand opening of the Brunei's biggest & latest electrical shopping mall, Guan Electrical Mall. Not only there are alot of TVs and other electrical applicance inside but also outside of the mall, nearly 40 flowers stander were waiting for me to be SURPRISED!!! I was like Wah...WaAhh...WAHH!! I took most of time picturing with them more than looking at the electrical. Hahaha! I felt like I am really in heaven!! My Heaven I guess! Never seen so much flowers in a dayyy. That's really a GRAND OPENING!

Third, I wanna say "Happy Birthday" to my friend, Christie who organised a great and fabulous party in her house last night. Invited all her childhood friends and best friends to have a gathering and wishing her all the best in her UK study soon. Birthday and Farewell Party as well. I enjoyed alot and danced most of my time and sweated alot too!! Thanks, Christie for inviting me to your GREAT party!

Handmade Gift To Christie

Jamy, Where Are You?

2008-06-22T14:23:00.013+08:00

Jamy don't know what to blog at the moment. The only thing that she can do is to blog the music that she loves the most recently to keep you entertained. Enjoy friends!

Walking Into Another Section of My Life..that's Career!

2008-06-13T21:58:00.011+08:00

Yes, I am officially become an employee of an audit firm to do the works of accounting and auditing for the clients. No more hanging the title of part time staff or attachment student. Seriously, I cant remember whether I had learnt any accounting skills in my attachment period. The only thing that I remember was doing the clerical work, filing and photocopying. Yeah I guess that's most simplest job to give to new people.

And today is the last day of this week's working life. I am working from Monday to Friday. I can relax for straight away 2 days. That's what I like about the job. Being so happy to welcoming my Friday. Time to have coffee or tea or blogging!!

I had been working for 2 weeks exactly my friend. If I am telling you that I am so alright with my work, I must be joking with you or telling a lie to myself. Oh well, the starting point will be kinda tough but I guess time can show me the truth. I am a person who is lack of confidence on doing things that I dont dare or never try before. Afraid to accept challenge. That's what my friend had observed.

Everything happen for a reason. Today I choose to work in the accounting field (not everyone working on the area of what they had studied in college or university). Basically, we are looking at what we want to work for. I believe there are something for me to learn and gain my confidence as well. Some of my CoreValue sisters & brothers-in-arms have faith on me always. Appreciating them in my heart. Thank you...!

Went to shopping in Yayasan Complex after working for 5days. Being stressful looking at numbers!!! Have to buy something to cheer myself right? Never torture my mind, body and soul.

Walked across greeting card section, I spotted two motivational cards to encourage myself in every moment that I work and even back to home.

Back to home after working for 8hrs a day,
pls remember to tell me "Thanks for A Job. Well Done, Jamy!"

Then looking at all the loving cutey bears in these card to remind me, "And Joy Is What I Always Bring!"

Before I finish posting here, I would like to show you a funny cartoon photos when I googled. Have a look! HAHA I will help the auditor to answer the boss, "I think so."

Photo taken from http://www.almeidacartoons.com

Ups and Downs!

2008-06-10T21:35:00.008+08:00

It's been 10 days that I didnt update myself here. The earlier plan of mine is to blog what I did on last Sunday, The Dragon Boat Festival, one of my fantasic days in the year and feeling so adventurous watching NARNIA 2: Prince Caspian last night after staying at home almost 2 months with no cinema and tea drinks with friends.

My blogging mood is always like ups and downs. Feel happy reading friends blog and slowly getting abit moody. Don't know why. Part of the reasons I guess because I start working since last week Monday, 2th June. Working life of 8am-5pm. Relaxing for the night and start again a new day of 8am-5pm. Ok let's talk about my work next time and now I show you the fantastic moment that I had on last Sunday.

Balancing Egg on 8th June 2008

Hey I am One Year Old! Celebrate With Me, OK?

2008-06-01T00:00:00.013+08:00

365 days had just gone.
I blog for one year.
I wrote 90 posts.
My highest post comments was 25.
I know many friends through blogosphere from different country.
So what did I had been writing for this 90 posts in 365 days?

Let me give you a summary of what I blog about......

The title of my first post was The Queeny Rain is the Champion of The Day. Last year today was a raining day for long hours. I watched outside from the window and thought of a story about a spirit was crying sadly in the sky. I was thinking who will be the one? So I related it to a woman who was crying over her relationship emotionally. That day, she was truly, madly and deeply in hurt. Her tear kept falling to the ground and fertilised the soils that rooted up the trees.

I am not sure how real can I described about it. Probably you don't get me what I mean, that's just because I might think differently from others. And that's basically how I start writing for my blog. Read it on if you are interested.

What One Man Can Do in Half Day Trip to Town (B.S.B)?

I gave myself a mission to achieve all the tasks given and requested to take a public bus from my house to town. I was allowed to bring only B$5.00 notes and B$1.00 in coins, not more than that. I had to finish it within 4 hours from 8.00am to 12.00pm. That's the time I set. One more thing is I had to record all the journey time and my feeling as well.

Some of my friend said that I am so funny and interesting by thinking my own adventurous trip. Haha! I have no idea where my thought of these trip came from....

A Unique Latte Just For You

The day I started to enjoy drinking latte and treat everyone who visited my blog. I love to go Au Lait to order different latte in order to have words on top and drink it!! Jamy Latte! Every Friday is the day to remind me having a latte and relax myself. NAFASG team are my friend who treat his readers to have a hot coffee in their chatbox when there was once raining heavily on Friday. So we call Friday as Mocha Day. I had not forgetting to make Mocha Day as a coffee gathering for every Friday in blogosphere. NAFASG, remember what we had been discussed last year?

Please Vote For Nonnie!

I was trying to help my friend to get more votes to win Bruneian Personal Blog Award. I almost forget what I wrote last time and I just remember I was so fully supported. When I read back just now, wah so much enthasium that I had in persuading all my friends and readers to vote her. And my effort did not lose either in the end because she really won Personal Blog Award and even got the third prize for The Blog Of Year in Brunei. I am so proud of her! She is really a blog celebrity! Jia You Ah King!

Turn Blogging Into A Real World

This was my most proudest post of all 90 posts. I made a prayer card with all love and caring from the friends in blogging to Janice brother who had bad situation in his health. I did not inform Janice about the card and sent directly to her mail box with registered mail. I had to make sure the card and gift received on the hand of Janice. She was so surprised and touched about the great movement of love from her blogging friend that she never met before. But unfortunately, she lost her brother badly on Oct last year. And I never think that my kind effort had wasted. I am doing it for purpose not the result. Helping people is one of my life purpose.

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During this year, I received awards from my friends but today I don't have much time to show it here. I promise I will put it up one day. Recently, I am so interested in lucky four leaf clover legendary. I decide to draw my own lucky clover to bring more good luck to myself and even to my friends who inspire me so much and appreciate for their care. I have selected 10 friends to give away Jamy's Lucky Clover. Please dont feel offend if you are not listed. I will do more in the future to give you if I feel like giving for some reason.

MY LUCKY FOUR LEAF CLOVER

1. I will find my life partner soon to share magical moments together.

2. Relationship between my family will be great and have space to improve the better.

3. My career will be going smoothly in the starting point and able to get my expected salary as well.

Here are the ten persons who I decide to give MORE GOOD LUCK with my lucky four leaf clover.

Nonnie, Pablo, NAFASG, Bobby, Marzie GP,
Jean Chia, Karen, Janice, Bobo & Trinity

I hope you all will get good luck in your life, career, relationship and others with Jamy's Lucky Clover. Please save your lucky clover and post in your blog and tell me "What kind of GOOD LUCK that you wanna bring into your life now?" List it out as many as you want and please do tell me if you really get it one day. I will too, when the miracle come to my life.

My Lucky Four Leaf Clover - Part 2

2008-05-31T15:36:00.015+08:00

Birthday greeting to my lovely brother, Ekok who is 3 years older than me! We had a dinner celebration last night in Excapade Gadong. Ordered alot of food. And I was the one who forced him to give us a treat. HAHA! He just back from vacation and bought me lucky necklace and yet I was so cruel to call him to take the bill. Hai~ What kind of sister that he has? Notti sis I say! Anyway, thanks ko ko for ur gift and treat! Next year I will treat for my birthday lah! Hehe!

Julie Robert's
"Home of the Original Lucky Four Leaf Clovers"
where Hope Come Alive!

“原生幸运四叶草之家”与您梦想成真

I surfed Julie Robert's website and found the weekly advertisement [click here] My lucky clover was released for Mother's Day, named as 海星 Starfish. Then I asked my brother, "Should I give to mama?" He replied, "Maybe oh..." Fainted me!

Why it has been named as Four Leaf Clovers?

One leaf is for FAITH... The second for HOPE...
The third for LOVE... And the fourth for LUCK!

It is a symbol of Good Luck to people. If you wanna know the history of four leaf clover, check out the website here.

The reason why I was so excited about the four leaf clover is because it has great meaning and good symoblisation of life. Some people don't believe such things. It's not real at all. But I can tell you, we are the one who choose what to believe and not to believe. We are power of our own life. If you have oppourtunity to decide what you believe, what you wanna choose? Are you gonna believe there are no hope, love, faith and luck in the world? Drag yourself down? Ha! Ha! I rather to believe we have all this in our hand. That's the thing are good or benefical to the rest of our life.

I believe in LOVE....I trust HOPE....I believe in FAITH... and GOOD LUCK sure will come to me soon.

Whether you believe it or not, that's Your Choice! I hope you all the best.

My Lucky Four Leaf Clover on May 28

2008-05-29T23:57:00.008+08:00

Before telling you what so lucky I had yesterday, I wanna share few photos of nice environment that I enjoyed so much on the same day too!

I know this is Jollibee but guess where does it locate?

TV Plasma Corner. That's so COOL!

Nice Scenery for Customers to Enjoy

By looking at the photos below, whoever live in Brunei should find out where the place is.

Look familiar right? That's Jollibee in Brunei International Airport!! Nice environment and facilities. Last night I had to pick up my brother who went to Singapore for vacation last week. I went to airport with my parents at 10pm, an hour earlier of my brother arrival time and planned to have supper there. My earlier plan was to taste Chicken Pie in Express, The Royal Brunei Catering. Due to the time we arrived, Chicken Pie no more!! Disappointed! But I spotted a new environment of having supper in Airport. That's Jollibee!! When I stepped inside, I did not feel like I am in airport. The interior design is so outstanding and brighten all over airport. I ordered Pancake with egg and sausage. The taste is like pancake sweet and sausage salty so I had two different taste. Unique! But I am not sure it's considered healthy food or not. Overall, it was a great supper meal of my lucky day!!

Reaching home after picking up my brother from airport. The next thing that I had waited so long was my souvenior!!! I forced my brother to buy me earring from Singapore and then he said, "Didn't buy earring but bought Pendant." Ok Ok! That's so GREAT too! So happy to see what it's.

DENG! DENG!

Green shinny box in a white ribbon comes with a bright green paper bag

*OPEN UP*

Wah it's a branded one with designed logo and packaging. COOL! I like the box! Then I read the words, LUCKY FOUR LEAF CLOVERS. Sound familiar to me. I must hear it from someone or somewhere but I am not familiar with Julie Roberts and I thought it's the actress, Julia Robert's product! Hehe!

Flip up the cover to see what's so lucky inside of it.
Note: Photo above is the Best Shot of all, got the style of PROFESSIONAL angle right?

I read more information in the words written on the cover. I felt so excited after reading it. I am LUCKY!!!! That's the legendary of Lucky Four Leaf Clover. It will bring good luck to the people who have it. I got my interest to know more about this Lucky Four Leaf Clover and I goggled Julie Roberts website and others related information. Click here for Julie Robert's website.

They have customers testimonial. Wah! Talked about what had happened to them after buying Four Leaf Clover from Julie Roberts, Singapore. All they mentioned is about their good luck. One testimonial said he/she got 4D strike for 4 times after getting Four Leaf Clover and another one is the married couple have baby within 2 months of purchasing lucky clover.

I want! I want! Erm, no no I mean I want to strike 4D, not having baby at this moment. Not the right time now but for sure in the future.

Great! What's more luck can be obtained by their lucky clover? Ha! Ha! They even said, "Many find joy, some even find lovers." Yeah I like this phrase!!! That's what I am so excited about.

Ok tonight I blog late than usual time. It's 1.35am early morning. I think I cant continue to blog what I wanna share more about the four leaf clover because my physical body don't allow me. It's time to stop. OK! I hear it! Will continue tomorrow .....Bye Bye!! Happy Friday to all of you!

A Bridge that Seal A Friendship

2008-05-24T01:27:00.007+08:00

Ever since I start blogging, I don't like people asking me to link his/her blog without knowing them at first. I don't know them, why should I link them? They asked for links in order to keep their bloggers' list long enough to show that they got alot of friends in blogosphere. That's what I thought of it before.

Guess I am wrong, being judging people too early with these small matter. What if they did not mean it at all? *Knocking my head*

Last year, I started to read Bobby blog about blogging ethics. I was so interested of what he was trying to deliver in the post. He drawed up one of his friend's comment on his previous post, which made me awake or change my perception on blogging attitude. Here it is ....

"Every comment, every link, is a potential bridge between two people, two
countries, and two souls. No matter where you are in the world, or what your
culture is, a single link or comment can seal a friendship. "

It is so true of what his friend expressing on how we look at the blogosphere. If we don't leave a comment or give links to others, we probably can't find someone who have same thought with us. When you are posting a link in your blog, you are giving a chance for your reader to click on it and read other's blog. That's GIVING! People will find a great friendship by reading and sharing the thought.

One day, NAFASG came to my blog and left a message and link in my chatbox, asking me to visit their blog as well linking them. Before, I wont link people first till I read their blog. I realised that I love what they are blogging about. Read their recent posts and comments as well. So I came to know Bobby, Mariuca, Karen, Jean, Janice and the rest who are not living in my hometown, Brunei.

I am having a good relationship with them by checking up their latest news. Just one week ago, I found out that Bobby was not updating his blog and wondering what had happened to him. I emailed him by showing my concern. He replied me that he was not feeling good of what had happened around him. Both of us build up a close relationship through blogging.

A link or comment is leading you to find a great friendship, no matter where you are in the world....

Fantastic I Say! Do you agree with me?

2008-05-21T22:47:00.024+08:00

Finally I have successfully put up Javascript code to run My Awareness of The Day. Basically it is something like Quotes of the Day. But mine also includes the message from my friends who forwards to my sms inbox.

All quote and message are great but I seldom re-read the message from them in my phone. I will be temporarily forget about it. In order to keep me reminding those awesome message, I post it to my blog and can read it whenever I do my blogging job.

The great thing is each day will give a new quote and message for me and you to read and make our deepest thought in life. I will change it whenever I feel like to, probably next month. Pay attention to the message of the day whenever you visit me!

If you have any nice quotes or message that inspire you alot, don't be shy to share with me and the rest of us, I mean all my readers. Just leave a comment in this post and I will post it any day of next month. Thank you!

ITB 17th Convocation - HND Graduates Congrats!

2008-05-20T23:06:00.017+08:00

Do you notice that the comment box in my previous post has increased which was just a short post and took me to write less than 5 mins? Thanks to those friend who greet me for my BIG DAY! Arigato!

Things that we need to prepare before stepping the main entrance of graduation ceremony

Get a black shoe. I don't have one so I buy new one.

Why rub my shoe with candle? We tend to get pain when wearing shoe so I heard people saying we can rub the area that keep in touch with our skin to avoid walking-with-pain. I even heard that you must bite your new shoe before you wear them first if not, they will bite you first!

Those two were a rental from senior. Don't dare to have my own because just wear once and after that, keep nicely at home.

Buy new white cloth to make a bit fashion style baju kurong (malay traditional clothing). You know what? I got two ladies who bought same cloth with me for that graduation. One is my classmate who I noticed when we met up in toilet and another was when I was in The Mall food court. Such coincidence!

ROUND 1 - ARRIVED AT 7.15AM IN THE HALL

That's ME, with my tudong after 3 years back in Technical College that I had wore for short period during the changes in the rules and regulation. Really looked like Malay that totally match my name. * J a m i l a h *

My Classmates, Iman & Sheema

And next to me, Adi

That's our certificate folder!

My Grade! Good or not?

My parents & I

Michelle & Me

My Best Buddy, Dina!

AFTERNOON SESSION

After the whole morning ceremony, my close buddies did not feel enough taking photos and decided to have another round in STUDIO, more pro! Quite semangat ah us!

Remy & Anne

Dina and I sengaja took photos infront of mirror while waiting for our turn because it was not only US who so semangat to take 2nd round, other graduates too!

Dina did not eat anything during the Lunch served by the college and we went to The Mall foodcourt to have it and that's when I saw my another SISTER (the other graduate) who wore small cloth with me but different cutting.

DINNER SESSION

All the graduates were invited to have a dinner with their parents in Rizquan International Hotel. So sweet ah the institution. We arrived early at 6:30pm so that we can find a good parking and seating. Waited till 8pm, the dinner started after the arrival of guest honour.

We were listening to the speech and also they presented the awards for best students in all courses. Other than that, the companies who we had the 6 months industrial work attachment, were giving CHEQUE and CERTIFICATE to their best selection of students. The cheques were like $1000, $800 and $500. I was like "WOW" and even DST Group gave Nokia 95 to the student. Double *WOW*!

We were like sitting there for at least 2 hours and we still couldnt eat it although the food was infront of us which had been prepared early. After announcing this and that, we finally started at 9pm!!! Everyone took their food portions and while enjoying my food, me and my father heard the sound of spoons and forks kissing on the plate. Ermm I don't know how to describe that. In a formal dinner, we usually wont be hearing this kind of "NOISE". Oh well, that's a free dinner, how can we say much on it yeah!

MY FOOD!

Might be the last photo of US till we gather again! Sniff sniff! Miss alot!!

Had been tiring for the whole day with only 2 hours after the Round 2 Photograph. So let me have this free style photo taking!

*SMILE*

*OPEN WIDELY*

*MUAHHHHz*

A Short Saying...

2008-05-18T18:18:00.004+08:00

Feel abit tired after modifying my blog dress because I had been learning the changing codes in other website. The new arrangement is nice and clean.

I better sleep early tonight because tomorrow is my another BIG DAY!

I am officially become a graduate ITB student after tomorrow. Kinda nervous because the guest presenting certificate to us is Crown Prince!

Warming Delivery To Tutong Town

2008-05-17T23:02:00.011+08:00

Last week I received a comment from anonymous when I was posting about The Sweetest Gift For You, Mom! Asking whether I do any deliveries of my paper flower for Mother's Day. If I do so, kindly email to the email address given.

When I looked at the address, my first impression was am I gonna expand my business to do DELIVERY to some other places like United States because it's not hotmail or gmail but a local internet provider email address, just like @brunet.bn. That's you know it's from Brunei.

So I tried to email to the address and waiting for the reply. And the response that I got from the email owner was "I am a Bruneian!!" So embarrassing to guess wrongly about the actual location of people. It's a girl who currently studying in Canada who wish to send a gift to her beloved mum in Tutong, a small town in Brunei, since she misses her alot away from hometown.

Her name is Lee Shi. She expressed in the email that it was too late to send gift to her mum at that moment and asking whether I can do the deliveries. She did not expected me to say YES because she claimed that there was no way for her to pay me at that time but to wait till she is back on late June.

I was thinking whether I can do a favour for her or not. The day I read her email was the day before Mother's Day. I couldnt make it for her on the actual day but in the following week which was this week. A gift to mother is never too late to show how much you care about her. Since I was free after Sunday, I could do her a favour to send the flower bouquet to her mother's shop in Tutong town, that's 20 to 30 mins away from my house.

I dont mind she pay me when she is back from Canada on late June. I am more focusing on the main purpose of doing all these paper flower for such a meaningful occasion that we all had in every year. Imagine when the mother receive a flower bouquet from her daughter who missed her so much in faraway country. Surprising and touching the mother's heart is what I care alot more than money.

I promised her and would start my work once she decided the choice of flower she wanted to give to her mother. The next day, I started my short journey to Tutong, my first time to this small town. I always passed by that place for hundred times on the way to Miri, a city in Sarawak that spend 2 hours to travel from my town. So bad ahhhh never go to another town in my 24 years old lifetimes in Brunei. Hehe!

I reached Tutong town and followed the map that Lee Shi drawed for me. That's so nice and easy for me to find although people said Tutong is small place! Having a map and direction on hand is better than looking at the green signboard for the road name.

YESH! I found her mother working place. I was so eager to get her mother receiving the surprised gift from her daughter. She did not inform her about that because she want this to be surprise! I also cant wait to see her mother's reaction which was the one I am waiting for so long. Hehe!

Unfortunately her mother was not there, out to somewhere else. *DISAPPOINTED* So sad that I had to pass the gift to one of their staff and one of her daughters was there too, Lee Shi's sister. And she had been told by her sister about the surprising gift for her mother. That's good also. At least I got the chance to meet up her sister instead of her mother.

I am glad that I made my right decision to do a kind favour for Lee Shi who miss her mother so much in Canada. What I heard from her about her mother's response was she really loves the flower bouquet and got shocked when hearing it was from her daughter in Canada. That's so LOVING!

Hoping to see her soon when she is back from Canada and she will bring me some gift from Canada!!! That's so COOL!!! I like it!!! Gift From Canada.......

Mother's Day Celebration 2008

2008-05-16T22:40:00.012+08:00

I had been wondering what to give to my mother this year Great Mama Day. I had made more than one hundred flowers to the mums in Brunei. I should create something unique flower for her, isnt it?

It's not what you all think of it but then it's the another way round. I did not make any flower for her. I thought I can have a good rest on Saturday night before Mother's Day since I have finished all the orders.

HAHA! Last minute I received an order again and promised my aunts to make one for my grandma and all the mums in my big family. So I did not have time to make her one.

But I decided to take my earning sponsoring the dinner we had in Empire Buffet, not all just sharing with my sister and brother because it's kinda expensive.

Other than that, I gave an ang pow with B$XX.00 to my great mama. I found this Mother's Day so much meaningful and unforgettable because I am giving my hard-earning money to her. The overall of these celebration is out of my expectation. I received more than what I want.

Took 5 fatty prawns from the Salad Corner, it's so YUMMILICOUS!

Imagine the size of prawn is like my BIG THUMB!

Why I took so much? Because I want add more stuff into my laksa bihun + mee. Greedy me!

Below is the bouquets that my customers ordered to give to her beloved mums. Some of them are not here because I forgot to take a shot. Apologise to my friends if you happen to see your lovely flower is not there. Pls forgive me!

It's Always Great!

2008-05-14T14:49:00.009+08:00

To Readers, thanks for checking updates of my blog regularly.

Since May 1, I got alot of new readers visiting me. Not me, they were visiting my paper flowers. Thinking whether they should order one for their lovely mother. Some of them decided to order from me and others just prefer to choose other stuff to give.

I did not think of how far or profitable my business can go through, as long as I can get back all my cost, I would feel grateful that I have learnt a great lesson in my life, starting a small business after graduated from the college.

When I started to plan the business, my fear told me, "If no one order or buy from you, what are you going to do? If you can't get back any profit, what should you do?" All sort of doubt and worried did not make me feel comfortable. But one thing that give me more power and confidence is I want to make Mothers in Brunei to be happy when they receive my "good-effort" flower from their treasured children. This had been beaten up all my fear.

Now I have successfully go through the process of making and selling. The result is very good and it's worth to spend 1 week of my late night time (while you are sleeping nicely and comfortable on bed) finishing up the order to be delivered the next day. That's the week of Mother's Day. I slept at 4 or 5 am everday and woke up at 10 to continue. The flowers need alot of time and patience because there is a lot of work due to the wrapping part.

I am happy of what I did last week because I got feedback that the customer's mother felt happy and surprised when they got the flowers. If you are one of them purchasing flower from me, I appreciate your decision to make your mother feel memorable this year Mother's Day.

Celebrate My Love With You, Mom!

2008-05-11T21:33:00.005+08:00

Please click here to order flowers for your beloved mom!

Giving Is The Best .....

2008-05-02T20:11:00.004+08:00

Congratulation to Nonnie
for getting 2nd runner-up of Bruneian Blog Of The Year 2008

This is my new style wrapping the carnation on today's morning. It's a promise, giving to her mom. An encouragement message to Nonnie from this cute creation is "Starting from now, open your heart and show the most cheerful smile to yourself no matter what challenge you face in the future. Be confidence on anything you want to do."

Do You Spend Time With Her?

2008-05-01T22:57:00.006+08:00

This box of flowers are selling to the students of the home tuition school. I realised that I am not only making this for money but to educate the young generation that we, as the child of "feeding us in anytime" mother should take this day to appreciate her in a special way. Giving her surprise will make her unforgettable.

Back to the story between me and my extraordinary mama....

I remember during March this year, I started working after graduating from college (now quit the job already). I worked from morning till 5+pm so the only time I can relax and spend time with my mama was at night. Facing the job challenge everyday...figure out how to solve this and that. In that moment, I really missed the time hanging out with mama on afternoon because my papa drives the car for working in the morning so both of us can go shopping or have a tea on afternoon.

I always ask her "Ma, where you wanna go today?" That's the most caring action to my mom. She did not know how to drive because she quited the chance of learning when she was pregnant for her first child, that's my sister. When everyone of us go for work, she stays at home with the maid. Doing the chords and communicating with TV during the daytime.

It's so grateful when you decide to spend some time with your mom and go the place that she likes. My mama will be missing me again when I start working on this coming June because no FOC (Free Of Charge) driver brings her around in Brunei. HEHE!

How Much You Love Your Mom?

2008-04-30T22:11:00.007+08:00

Today my flower business for Mother's Day May 11 starts the advertising campaign!!!

I advertise in Nonnie 's blog with an animated banner, poster and a lovely post from her. And I observe that there are nearly 10 clicks from her blog to my blog after putting the advertisement post.

This is how the marketing starts. To get more attention from people as much as possible. If people see the advert, they decide to click on it and that's mean it's a good start, isnt it? Whether they order from me, it is another matter to concern.

Since this is my first business, I try to think positive in every issue that come to my mind. Rather than waiting the order from people, it's better to take action to get more business luck for myself.

I decide to make an effort to blog regularly till Mother's Day, posting about the relationship between me and my extraordinary mama. She is 100% great mama. She does more than what she can for her 3 children, that's my sister, brother and me. She cares for us alot. Whenever we get hurt or painful, her heart feels pain at the same time and thinking she did not take good care of us. She always worried about us because she feels that she has the responsibility to think and care for us no matter how old we are right now.

Whenever I think and talk about my mama, my emotion had changed. I am more close to my mama. So there is alot of thing to share between me and her. But I have stopped here right now to make this post short and easy to read. I will continue in my next post and together I need to get ready a box of tissue for my tears!!!

Vote For Nonnie, It's Your Choice!

2008-04-29T22:49:00.004+08:00

I am writing this post to support my close friend Nonnie, the one who brought me to blogging. I am asking you for a little time to visit her blog, Spiritual Garden.

Please read her blog and after that think about whether she deserve to get your vote. It's all on your decision. If you would like to vote her (click the banner above), I really appreciate your support toward her. If you dont, thanking you for spending your precious time to read this and have a nice day!

The Sweetest Gift For You, Mom!

2008-04-25T14:41:00.048+08:00

Send flowers to your mom for Mother's Day 2008

to show your love & appreciation

by ordering "long lasting" roses and carnation from me, Jamy!

ROSES BOUQUET

This is origami roses that are using crepe papers to make it so wonderful and attractive looking. I had made 2 roses bouquet as a sample for you all (see the photos below). Each bouquet has 11 roses inside. The number 11 represents the one who you treasure the most in your life. We should love and treasure our mom in any way. Giving her flower is one of the way to make her feel touching because she can feel her lovely children saying "Thank You" to her.

This is a mixture of different colored roses that bring out the uniqueness. I love this so much because I can choose any color combination of roses as I like. Everytime I make this bouquet, the end-result would be different because colored rose will be placed in different position with each other.

Price:B$28.00

This is two layer of roses that focus on the beautiness of the bouquet.
3 lavender roses covered with 8 red roses

Price: B$28.00

Send 1 rose or carnation to your mom,

telling her that she is the only one mother

that you respect and love the most in your lifetime.

B$3.00 only for 1 rose (above) or carnation (below)
with the layer of wrapping and a love note
"The Sweetest Gift for You, Happy Mother's Day"
to your mom (shown in the photos)

Choose your mom's favorite color of flower to make her day wonderful and unforgettable moments. You can create your own color combination in the bouquet with the number of flower that you want to give to your mom. The pricing of bouquet is based on the number of roses. If you have any special request, I will try my best to fulfil it.

Order a sweetest gift for your mom now!

Don't wait for the last minute to decide what to give to her!

Please contact Jamy +6738781538 to place your order or ask for inquiries. Ordering bouquet at least 7 days before the collection day. This is available in Brunei only. Thank you!

The Announcement Of My Blog Contest

2008-04-23T23:06:00.002+08:00

I have decided to choose Bobby as the winner of my first-ever blog contest "Share Your Happy Moments With Jamy" for 2008. His happy moments inspired me so much. It's about how he lets go of his expectation on others after sharing with a group of people. It is not easy to do that unless you aware of it. You can read his sharing by clicking the above banner.

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BOBBY

He will get my hand-made card designed by me! That's great!

Happy Birthday, Haslann Bro!

2008-04-08T00:04:00.004+08:00

No.7 Roses

This is one of my latest creation artwork that I made for my dearest brother-in-arms, Haslann for his birthday this year. His favourite number is 7. It means alot to him. For me, it's really my hard work till late night. Pieces by pieces to stick on!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HASLANN BRO!

It's The Time Now!

2008-04-03T12:43:00.005+08:00

Opps! It's time to close my HAPPY MOMENTS contest after passing few days. I will choose one of all contestants that inspired me THE MOST. Hmm....it takes me some time. I will announce it soon, don't worry! I really have to thank Trinity, Baby Jeez, Senor Pablo, teeni, Bobby, Jean Chia and LeeChien for joining this wonderful sharing contest. You all are so GREAT!

Just to have a nice closing ceremony of my contest, I would like to share one of my fantastic and happy moments to you all.

I HAVE CHANGED MY HAIRSTYLE AGAIN!!!!

Early of last month on March, I decided to be one day model in one of the most famous salon in Brunei.

Before

After

I cant believe that I can have this short haircut. I look more cutie!!!

Took some shots in salon with my new friend and also my pretty hairstylist. This was my first time having so bling bling make-up on my eyes. I love it so much. That's so great!

Awareness Of My Feeling

2008-03-29T23:36:00.007+08:00

This post is going to be the first to speak up my feeling on the relationship. I love to be falling in love. I love these feelings. I don't know why. I born to be like this. I pay more attention to my feeling compared to others.

Recently I met a guy who I felt he is a special person who I never know before. He has his own thought and he is a persistence person. What he say, he just do it. That's what I admire of him. We started to know each other bit by bit from different form of ways.

While the communication was taking place, something went wrong. I am talking about my feeling. I became impatience of waiting for his reply. Obviously I was losing my temper this month. All sort of negative thought came to my mind especially when I was too tired. Just last few days, the feeling of impatience was there and I responsed him in the way of anger and blame. I was so deeply sad that moment.

That night I was thinking, what happen to me? Why I lose my temper recently? What I am so sad about?

Finally I had awareness on myself. I was sad and angry because I had the expectation of his reply. This is the self-reflection from my past. 7 years ago, I was so sad that my beloved one(my ex) did not reply and contact me after some time. I called him up, he did not answer my call. I sms him, he did not reply too. I looked for him, he avoided me. I was just like a silly girl waiting him at home. I did not know what happen to him. I was so innocent that time.

And last year I had this expectation feeling when I was with my recent ex-bf. I was sad again. I am repeating this incident over and over again. It's the old pattern of my relationship. Because it had been happened before, that's why I feel sad about it recently. The strongest feeling that really made my tears dropped was why all these people are doing this to me? Is it so difficult to find a person who I care him and he cares me too?

I had this thought and feeling long time ago. I am holding this negative thought for myself. When I touch my old wound, it feels pain again. It will never recover unless I stop it. How to stop it? Acknowledged the feeling and letting go of the expectation on others. Move the focus on how to make myself happy more and more each day. This will break the old pattern of my relationship and start the new ones again even better than the previous one.

I received some great quote and encouragement from my best-buddies after telling them this. Thanks peng you!

"Take this as a lesson for you to learn and grow. Think of it as you are getting close to meeting your ideal person. Just have the faith the right one will come when the time is right."

"Do the thing that you love because this will accompany you during your hard times and cheer you up"

"The relationship which worth for it will not make you have tears."

To My Little Froggie: I am sorry. Please forgive me!

Jamy Happy Moments No.2

2008-03-23T16:23:00.003+08:00

Oh Gosh! I had stopped promoting my first ever blog contest SHARE YOUR HAPPY MOMENT WITH JAMY. I better start to twist my head, thinking what I can do for one week left till my due date which is next monday, 31st March 2008.

As I had planned earlier on, I promise to share my happy moments with my friends, that's you!After so long blog resting, here it is to share the positive energy with you all.

MY FIRST PAPER FLOWER

after 6 years back in school that I used to make

The paper color does not look so attractive because I am in a sudden to buy the material and do it instantly on my Sunday mood. I even forget to buy the sticky glue that I used to have it before. I just simply make it with whatever I have on hand. That's pretty cool! It's an enjoyment that everyone of you should try it out yourself with what you like to do.

The Feeling Of Blogging

2008-03-21T21:56:00.011+08:00

I had not been blogging for 17 days, OMG! It's the longest blog rest that I had taken. To be honest, I really lost the passion in blogging for the past 17 days. Don't have the thought to blog because I was lost in the middle of nowhere. There is a reason for it but I am not gonna blog it today because it's not the right time, the feeling of telling is not there. Apologise to people who still remember and care about me. I am here, back to my favourite hobby, BLOGGING!

So now I feel like talking about blogging. Did you guys observe anything in my blog? It was so quiet when I am not here updating my thoughts. I am not sure how many people visiting me each day but I know some of you all, friends are checking what's up to me. Thanks!

I agree with Bobby, it is not easy to maintain a blog. When there is no update in the blog, people will temporarily forget you. But I think it's ok! Nevermind! I just need to be myself. You see, my blog title What I Feel, I Just Blog It. When I dont feel like to say something, I don't blog. I still visited my own blog and see what message my friend leave to me. Same thing, I did not reply their comments and message in the cbox because I am not in the feeling to reply. Forgive me!

But please do trust me that I will blog and I will reply your message. That is the trust energy which will call me back to blogging unconsciously. Here I am! I appreciate.

To the blogfriends who I did not reply the comment & message and also not visiting you,

Don't worry! I will reply and visit your blog. This is what I promise you!

Lastly, let me share the inspiration thought that I had for the past 17 days with this great picture. It represents what I had been through and how I felt about myself.

Jamy Happy Moments No.1

2008-03-03T22:38:00.006+08:00

Last month, I kept calling people to share their happy moments with me. I guess some of you might find me so annoying about it. OK! You all my friends share it with me so I should share mine too!!

This is not the latest news about me but a promise to put up here. Now it's the time!

Ladies and Gentlemen, please welcome JAMY with her barbie perming Oct 2007!

I really love this hairstyle. Suit me at all!

Thanks Yvonne from Kathy Salon, Kiulap!

She also invited me to be a model during the training course.

Red Highlight for CNY 2008!!!

*Thumbs up* for having perming because I can do different type of hair looks!

Good News! Good News!!!

2008-03-02T23:30:00.004+08:00

I decide to postpone my first-ever blog contest "Share Your Happy Moments With Jamy" to the end of this month, 31st March 2008.

So I have less than a month to get more happy moments from you all. It's a great decision to postpone it. Allowing more people to know my contest. And I also can think of other ideas to make this good!

Please submit to me your valuable HAPPY moments by leaving it as comment in the link above.

I would like to share one of my happy moments here.

Here, you see this. One of my CoreValue brother made this for me as a birthday blessing in his blog.

Does that girl look like ME?
Definitely YES! Because I love dancing into the music!

Related link: Sharing Of My Blog Contest

Happy Is The Keyword (My Favorite Saying)

2008-02-26T15:04:00.017+08:00

Guess what is this?

It's a company logo owned by Malaysia Prepaid Mobile Plan that gives customer a happy rates, happy deal and happy stuff. Asking not to worry too much! Happy is designed to make you happy all of the time. Check it out whats 'so happy about the service ::HAPPY::

COOL right? It's simple and clear name. Next time I should name my shop as Gratitude, no need to think too much about giving a special name.

The reason why I wanna share this with you all is because HAPPY has same thought with Jamy!!!! They are also having a contest "Happy Moments", inviting all Malaysian bloggers to participate.

Happy.com.my

What I Feel, I Just Blog It

"Share Your Happy Moments With Jamy"

Prizes from Happy

Prize from What I Feel, I Just Blog It

A Gift For You
::A Handmade Card Designed By Jamy::

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I know my prize is not so attractive to you, my friends but you got someone spending the valuable time to design a card specially for you. Isn't that so special? Oh well, you have the right to choose but I always welcome you participating my contest with open arms.

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I wish I can participate Happy.com.my contest to win RM5000 cash but unfortunately I am not Malaysian anymore. I used to be because my papa is Malaysian and my mama is Bruneian. I was born in Brunei and here is like my hometown so I decide to be the citizen here.

But nevermind, I still submit my entry form to them. Hehe! Imagine they have a sub-company here and I just pretend to be one of their participant too! Ok I know I am too childish doing that but it's fun for me!

Linky Love

2008-02-24T17:29:00.004+08:00

1)This linky love trail rules:-When you got tagged, you have to add your name to people who had done the tag and and let the list grow!

Limadang.com
RamblingMoo.com
blogginginmypyjamas
StylewithPassion
ChinneeqDora-zooropazoo
BabyshernFarah (me)Bani gundu
Frankensteina
Diyanazman
Najmyhana ni mo naiLindoshSlebetcepoterh
UmmYdayana
ELLE LIZA~
Scarlet Kiss
Sycosuchitra
woobee
ArcAngelD
Baby Jee
JaMiLLa

2) Questions

First Name - Ang
Nickname – JaMiLLa or Jamy
Name you wish you had - JaMiLLa
What do people normally mistake your name as – JAM (Clock in Malay language)
Birthday – Just had my birthday, 21 Feb 198X
Birthplace – Brunei
Time of Birth – Around 6 in the morning
Single or taken – Single
Zodiac sign - Fish Fish, The Pisces

Your Appearance-
How tall are you – 165cm
Wish you were taller – Be natural
Eye color – Dark brown
Eye color you want – Black, at least my eyes can look bigger without make-up
Natural Hair color - Black
Current Hair color – Black with Bright Red Highlight
Short or long hair – Long
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color – Yes
Curly,Straight,Wavy - Curly
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair –No
Glasses or contacts – Glasses, only wear contact lens for special occasion plus MUST with make-up
Do you wear make-up – For special occasion
Ever had hair extensions – Nope
Paint your nails – No

-In the opposite gender-
What color eyes – Be natural
What color hair – Be natural
Shy or Outgoing – Outgoing
Looks or personality – Both but my feeling counts the MOST
Sexy or Cute – Cute
Serious or Fun – Both
Older or Younger than you – Unpredictable
Broke someones heart – Yes but no intention
Wondered what was wrong with you – No
Wish you were a prince/princess – Yes
Liked someone who was taken – Cant recall
Shaved your head – Nope
Been in love – Yes, always! HAHA!
Used chopsticks – Yes
Sang in the mirror to yourself – Yes

-Favorites-
Flower – Roses and Tulips (Only many tulips in the photos)
Candy – None
Song - As long as romantic and love song
Scent – Don't know
Movie - Enchanted
Singer – Jay Zhou, only his first and second album
Word - COOL
Junk food –None
Website – stars-light.blogspot.com
Lotion - Not at the moment
Animal – Bird
Ever cried over someone - Yes
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself – Yes
Do you think you're attractive – Yes definitely
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose – Cinderella
Do you play any sports – No

List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people.

1. I am thin and tall overall
2. I am a dream-lover
3. I am a loving person
4. I love friendships
5. I love to read Men from Mars & Women from Venus
6. I love to help people if I can!
7. I love to give present to my friend
8. I love my Sony Ericssion Z610i

Jamy 24th Birthday Blessings (Zhu Wo Shen Ri Kuai Le)

2008-02-21T00:13:00.011+08:00

(If you ever read this post before, please scroll down to view my Photo Celebration Section. Thank You!)

YES! Today is MY BIG-DAY!!!

I always feel so happy awaiting for this day to come every year. My thought was telling me that I am expecting to receive special and nice gifts from friends and family for the past few years.

I realised that the more I expect to receive from others, the more I feel bad about it. What I expect did not turned out but rather turned me down more. I did not get what I want!!!! Feeling sad of the day....

So this year I change my thought. Shut down the door of expectation in my mind. Rather than waiting people to give me something, why not I take action to get what I want for my birthday?

Early February, I started my first-ever blog contest "Share Your Happy Moments With Me" to celebrate for my birthday. Although I just have one participant now, I will not feel sad about it and still not reach the closing date which is end of this month. More to share of happy moments soon! Now I appreciate Trinity for her wonderful sharing.

I am the person who treasure friendship alot. I made my thought of any ideas to celebrate with my best friends gang. So I got the ideas! I invited them to have a small gathering in Gripps Cafe last saturday (because most of them are free during weekend) and I showed them my FANTASTIC birthday cake that I never think of before.

It's called Chocolate Cup Cake with Kit-Kat on top. 12 pieces of it to make a "J" for me. The idea is from Rano who run Ranoadidas.com, his birthday cake that his photoblog gang made a "R" for him. That's great idea! So I ordered from my friend, Pablo. His wife, Bunny who is doing the baking.

Thank You, Bunny! It's so nice to meeting you! We had a great time chit-chat together. This is her first time doing cake design because this is not her type, she likes her cake to be simple. The original is only the kit-kat on top.

But it was requested by me so she made her best effort. Don't worry, Bunny! My best friends love the cute design and it is interesting to them.

I am bored to have a sponge cake and cutting into pieces this year. Would it be a good idea to have your own unique birthday cake which there's no need to do the cutting part? The Chocolate Cup Cake is the best to recommend and I just gave it to my friends less than 5 mins or maybe lesser.

Guess what? My CoreValue sisters surprised me with a Donut Birthday Cake last night!!!! Its full of donuts with different flavours. It was ordered from Fun Donut in Yayasan. Too funny to say that I am the one who been asked to get the boxes of donut and bring it to her Chinese New Year open house. I did not know that I was holding my birthday cake that time!!!!

Thank You, my real sister NARY and Josephine who surprised me this!

And I am so happy to receive a birthday email greeting from Yien Yien on behalf of Core Value instructors to give me blessing. I would like to share it with you all....

Birthday Blessings

Instead of counting candles,
Or tallying the years,
Contemplate your blessings,
As your birthday nears.
Consider special people
Who love you, and who care,
And others who’ve enriched your life
Just by being there.
Think about the memories
Passing years can never mar,
Experiences great and small
That have made you who you are.
Another year is a happy gift,
So cut your cake, and say,
"Instead of counting birthdays,
I count blessings every day!"

PHOTO CELEBRATION SECTION

Gripps Cafe

Josephine CNY Open House

Sharing Of My Blog Contest

2008-02-19T23:05:00.005+08:00

Yeahh!!! One more day to goooooooo.....!!! Hurrrayyy!!!

Whoever been visiting my blog recently knew that I had my first ever blog contest "Share Your Happy Moments With Jamy" to celebrate my birthday this month.

The rule is simple. Share your happy, funny, touching, gratitude moments with me by leaving it as comment in my contest post. It can be more than 1 happy moment. So you will get a handmade card designed by me but I only choose one of all the participants who inspire me THE MOST. Hurry up now! Think of all your happy moments with family and friends and share with me and my friends.

I am so happy that I had my first participant!!! Trinity from Rooms Of My Heart

This is what she shared about.......

It was in February 2005, when my dad had a lung cancer and had a treatment in singapore. We planned to send him to Guang Zhow for another treatment. I was so afraid that I wouldn't see my dad again but all our money was concentrate for his medicine so I couldn't visit him and say goodbye. I was crying in my car, told God my feelings... then my bestfriend called me, and I told her about it.

You know what she did... my best friend provided us 3 tickets to singapore so I could visit my dad together with my hubby and my son (my dad one and only grandson). My best friend said that I shouldn't regret that I only spend a short moment with him just before he went to guang zhow, cherished every moment.. every minutes were precious...

That was my precious happy moment I thank God for. It was a happy surprise we gave to my dad in his hardest time of life. (oh I am crying right now). You can imagine his face, his smile when he found out that we were there!!

Life is short Jamy, cherish every moment, happy or sad, just be thankful to Him...

For sure Trinity's sharing had made us realised that we don't have the right to choose who our parents are. They are here to be our lovely parents for some unknown reasons. But I am sure they are here to teach us something precious in our life. It's the matter whether we realise it or not. In addition, it's the relationship that we cant be seperated forever.

My tears almost dropped down when reading her sharing but I tried to control myself. I had been touched by her life story. It made me think of my father who is getting old but still maintain in a happy go lucky attitude. Whenever I smile and show him the \/ (love & peace sign), he will do it in return to me. He is doing this through his heart and feeling happy about that.

Every week our family will have "Limteh Moment" on afternoon, that's a tea-break for us! We love to eat roti kuning (local famous yellow breads), kolomee (noodles) and other foods in our selected restaurant. When we feel like having it, either me or my sister will say this to my father, "Pa, limteh!!!" Then he smiles to us very happily.

I love to have a chit-chat with him during our Limteh. He got alot of thoughts and comments about the social news and life behaviour. We are exchanging information and increase our understanding toward each other too. He loves to joke with us and kinda like friends but we respect him of course.

Papa & I "Limteh"

This is what I cherish and enjoy in my life

Thank You, Trinity for your wonderful sharing. This is what my purpose of having the contest. Let us live fully and lively together

Personal Horoscope for 2008

2008-02-16T12:42:00.008+08:00

1ST MONTH

Februray 4th - March 5th 2008

Love & Romance Take Centerstage

This is such a loving month for you that you must make the best use of your luck. Take full advantage of favourable circumstances when it comes to affairs of the heart, as you are sure to triumph. As this is a most romantic month for you, the possibility of meeting the love of your life is very high indeed! And what can be more fulfilling than that! Your love sign is so strong that even if you fail to tie the nuptial knot, the person can take you far in life and help you in many ways. Smile and this special someone is bound to notice and reciprocate.

I just bought this book yesterday in WOFS. The above explanation is what I found inside it. I would like to share with you because so coincidence, February is a great and loving month for me, CNY, V-Day, My Birthday and the chance of meeting my love. It's so COOL! It says I must make the best of my luck this month and early of March. Staying at home does not help in finding it. Attend functions and parties as much as possible to increase the possibility and get the time nearer to me. Hehe!! So happy to listen it.

I know sometimes those horoscope explanation contains some marketing strategy, which means if they don't say like this, who else gonna buy their books right? Yeah get the point. Whether it's true or not, it does not matter to me. The most important point is I feel so good and happy when playing these "explanation" voice in my head! Make my day so fully and lively! I am looking forward of what will come to me till next month. Sure I will attend many occasions and parties during the month. My friends, let's see together!!!

When Love Begin....

2008-02-14T22:18:00.021+08:00

I don't remember since when
My thoughts are confusing just because of you
My heart is getting nervous because I miss you so much
I have told myself that maybe I am thinking too much
I keep on telling myself about this but seems this is unreasonable

Is this love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keep saying that I love you
It's just like telling the whole world
Why do you only can hear by now
We are fated to meet each other

Even I want you to understand me now
I only can let you feel by your heart

If I wanted to show you how I feel
The only way would be for you to become me

I'm already inside of you
Just like you are inside of me

To each other
We may already be too accustomed

When I think about it
I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I will try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings
I will be with you, I will only give you fond memories

Please don't ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me~

I already love you so much [you are the only one]

********

Hey hey my friends! Do I sound like expressing my feeling to someone I like or love? HEHE! Don't get me wrong. I am just following the mood of today, in such a special occasion, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! That's the song lyrics of Perhaps Love that I love the most recently because I am so "hot" on Korean TV Drama "Princess Hours - The Palace" It's a hilarious and romantic story that most of the girls fall in love with it. So I am feeling in love right now.....

This morning I received a sweet message from Ryan & Christine, "In this special day of love, may love and support always around lovely people. For the couple may you live happily everafter with patience and tender for your soul mate. For the single love bunny, love is just around the corner, so get ready. Wishing everyone have a special and lovely Valentine Day."

YES! I am the single love bunny right now. Feeling my another one is around me, but this is not right time to show up himself. So instead of waiting for his show-up on the day, I go Roz Flower Boutique to order "Rose Message" for my sister, my brother and of course myself. Rose message is the first time introduced in Brunei by Rano in his blog, ranoadidas.com. I am so happy with the mentioning of Ranoadidas, I get 30% discount for my order and that's really save my pocket money because I order for 3 Holland Roses, each costs B$20.00 including the special wrapping. Not cheap right? Thanks Rano for your BIG name!

Valentine's Day is not only for the couple. I am celebrating it with my sister and brother to get ready for our loved one. COOL right? Loving, caring and sweet Jamy ......

I forgot this day also my lovely and adorable friend, Trinity her birthday too.

Happy Birthday To Trinity!
May all your dream come true!
I dedicate all the lovely ROSES (below) for you to feel that all love is around you!

Roz Flower Boutique

Nice right? Not my bouquet, it belongs to others but I will receive it by someone next year. Hehe!

Rose rose rose is everywhere....

Love blossom...

My Rose Message

Of course, I wont forget "Chocolate" on this day!

Blog Alert: 7 Days to go for My Big Day

My First Ever Contest: Share Your Happy Moments With Jamy

2008-02-10T23:49:00.001+08:00

Every year of February is a fabulous month that I can't wait to celebrate because my birthday falls on that month, the day I was born, the day I came to the world, the day that the world welcomed me with open arms.

It doesn't matter how old you are, you just keep celebrating for it. I believe most of you will say to yourself, "Haiyo! One year older again this year! Why can't our age either maintain or reduce year by year, why should it be added one by one? Don't want to celebrate already because I am getting old every year."

Hey Hey! Wake up! Wake up! That's not all the truth. It's just part of it. We celebrate our birthday not because we are getting old but to comtemplate our blessings. Try to think of your family and friends and people who is around you no matter who. They are always on your side whenever you are experiencing great or bad in times. Person who love you and care for you.

They are the person who come to your side and give you a great lesson to become a better you or the best Jamy. This is what I call our GROWING moments. You must be wondering how bout those who "hit and run"? The person who come to your life and hurt you for some reason and leave and disappear from your entire life especially in a relationship matters. They are also one of the groups to let you learn and grow. No doubts at all. My favourate quote, "Everything happens for a reason."

Celebrate Jamy's Birthday By Entering The Contest "Share Your Happy Moments With Jamy"

Share your happy moments with me by leaving a comment here in this post. It could be funny, touching, gratitude and laughter as long as it really makes you happy. It's simple. Be honest to me and yourself.

The prize to be given, I name it as "A Gift For You" It is a handmade greeting card designed by me to the only ONE winner who really impress and inspires me the MOST. I cant say I am very good in card making but at least I am doing it in return to your kind sharing for my celebration. Click [here] for my previous card creation.

You can share more than one happy moments with me but make sure it's one comment one happy moment. Unlimited entry!

Everyone can join the contest. You don't have to know who I am or I don't have to know who you are. Your Happy Moment counts the MOST in the contest. You don't have to worry if you are not in my hometown, Brunei. It's ok! I will send your gift by post with registered mail to you. It is to make sure your only one gift received on your hand because I cant make the same one again!!

Mentioning about "A Gift For You", it could be a present for your birthday this year. Why not? Try out how lucky you are this year. It's a special and surprise gift because you dont know how it gonna look like till the day you receive it. But make sure you come back to my blog regularly to check the result. To keep in contact with me! The contest starts from today till ~~29th February 2008~~ 31st March 2008.

It gonna be different experience this year. I am celebrating birthday with family and close frens & the gang and also in BLOGGING with you guys!!!! How COOL it is! Share more and more happy moments with me because its about HAPPINESS, the positive energy that brings us hope in the future from now on. I will also pick one or few happy moments to share in my new post before the deadline. Enjoy my friends! Have fun!

Last Year Birthday Celebration

Thanks God, Buddha, Universe and of course Myself!

2008-02-10T01:24:00.000+08:00

Yipee!!! My exam resit result was out yesterday!!!!
I got Pass Pass Pass Pass Pass!

At last, I can graduate on schedule with Dina, my best-ever friend together during this May or June. We plan to take photos in studio on the Graduation Day. Those photos really gonna catch all the valuable memories between me and her in 2 and half years study life. Happy, Sad, Funny, Embarrasing, Disappointed, Tears, Laughter are there to record our growing moments.

I really need to thank her for accompanying me till the night before my exam resit. She allowed me to have a space to study overnight in her place as she knew that my study mood flied away, up to the sky so high which I could not catch and hold it anymore. Before this, we always hang out late night to study together and also chit-chat is a MUST-DO for us. Now I would like to share one of our happy moments together......

The Red Season Is Here!!!

2008-02-07T16:04:00.000+08:00

YES! Today it's Chinese New Year! Gong Xi Fa Chai! Hong Pao Na Lai! (Give me the red packet!)

Every year of this day is meant to be so happy for the younger one especially the kids and also someone who is like me, the unmarried one to receive many many many ANG PAO from the eldest one and even the one who had married like my two cousins. HEHE! THANK Q~ Big Boy and Winnie for kind gift. I cant say how much I have received since I got a big family but then it really makes me SMILE for the week and the following day.

New Blog Cloth, Simple Layout and Clear Skin

Do you like my new dress here? I'm sure it will refresh your image towards me. Yeah I like this too. Nothing complicated! One thing is you will remember my new header when you are thinking of me!!!! *Thick Face*

It's a great pleasure that Trinity designed this just for ME because I told her that I am a dreamer so what comes to her mind is the butterfly is flying in the sky and in addition to my personal photo frame on it. That's a GREAT IDEA. Thanks Trinity! You did a great job. Other than this, I love the bottom words which is really dedicated to ME, the Jamy.

Love Dream Cute Sweet Memories Romance Friendship Laugh Tears Smile Cheers Learn Thoughts Wish

Hey hey friends, I forget to introduce my NEW HAIRSTYLE that I had done it last year so it's about 4 months ago. I love it so much. I will post many more of it in next few posts.

Yes, I Did It Myself!!!!

2008-01-31T22:47:00.000+08:00

I love the latte design. I can put any letters that I like in any day that I wish. For your information, I ordered it many times for purpose, soon to reach 10 cups or it reaches that already? I cant remember. Will count and display all here when the right time come.

As usual, I ordered a "Jia You" (Good Luck)Hazenut Latte for my resit exam. I enjoyed the latte. I was feeling happy that time. I received the love that I deserve for it, thats MY LOVE. The love that only I can give, not others but MYSELF.
How many times in a day you promise to make yourself happy? When you face your challenge, can you do that? I agree that's hard for us but this is when we can make difference in our life. I ever tried and failed but I can do it again till it success. Thats when I can strengthen myself.

Remember, I am not always alone to walk through the challenge. I got the invisible weapons with me all the way. That's my friends blessings! Feel gratitude! As long as you trust it, you will get it from the people who is around you when you are in the challenge.

Here they are ........

THANK YOU guys ...I knew you are always be there for me when I am in the need. I was able to answer most of the questions so I DID IT MYSELF to the endddd......

What Is Your Proudest Moment?

2008-01-25T12:58:00.000+08:00

Sorry, my friends who regularly checking out my blog. Yes I know you guys are wondering where I have been right now. No sounds. No news from me.

I havent announced my final year exam result last month. I got 2 merit, 4 pass and 1 resit. The resit subject, I just need some additional marks to get it through. I recommended the wrong strategic choice in the senario, thats why I got low marks. So my resit is on next week Tue, 29th Jan.

I received a sms from my best-ever friend, "Study for so long and the proudest moment is when you wear the graduation gown, receive certificate and take picture with your family. Study smart and strive hard. You deserve to wear it. Jia You! (Good Luck!)"

I am so touching by what she told me. She just finished her 4 years Degree Bachelor in Primary Education. So she knew how I felt. No matter how good or how bad you get in your assignments, tests and exam, you have been walked through the times by yourselves. Should appreciate deep inside the heart. I wanna say thank you to my best-ever friend and those who wish me good luck before and even right now.

I will walk the last step of my studying moment. Saying to myself, "Yes, You Can Do It!!!!"

Remember To Remember

2008-01-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

Did you aware that how many negative thoughts you have in a day?

Negative Thoughts: I can't do this and that, Why all bad things always happen in my life? I don't like my life right now, I don't deserve to be happy and many more ...

Our mind produce thoughts in every second in our life. It could be thousands of thought. Can you, yourself count how many positive and negative thoughts you have in a day? The answer is NO. WHY? Because you and me, WE are not always aware of our mind. The keyword is AWARENESS.

If you are aware of your feeling now, you will tell yourself either one of these:

SMILING YOU: I'm happy!!!

MOODY YOU: I'm sad!!!

It's ok if you are in a good and positive feeling or thought. Just go ahead. Don't stop it. Try to generate it more because you gonna get it more in your future. That's what you are sending to Universe.

Here is the warning light that you have to be aware: SAD, HOPELESS, DISAPPOINTED, FRUSTRATED, ANNOYING and others negative mood

When you are aware of that, ask yourself "What am I thinking right now? What am I feeling right now?"

If you dont ask yourself this, you will be trapped in the hell of problem. No way out!!! Its so terrible. I been there for quite many times. Countless I say....

By asking this, you are able to shift your mood into a positive thought and feeling. Saying, Hey hey! You not gonna trap me again this time. I gonna run out to the place that you are not there."

See, with this awareness, you are able to change your life little by little. I'm happy to say that today I successfully shift my mood when I am in negative thought for twice but not all of them. Practise make us perfect.

So thankful to my Core Value sister, Evelyn who gave me the Secret audio cd so that I can listen it whenever I drive everytime. It really helps me alot. Increase my awareness and knowledge everytime I listen.

Today's Awareness: Remember To Remember!

A Bright New Year 2008

2008-01-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2008 Happy New Year 2008

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Happy New Year 2008 Happy New Year 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008

A year had gone. No matter how greatful or unhappy day you had been through, that's a lesson for you and me to learn. Feel GOOD with them. They are part of our journey. That's the thing which gonna make us more stronger this year. Trust me, you are on the right track with me. I'm here right now and you are here too! Stay together with me, my friends.

Girly Bloggers Night Out 22 Dec 2007

2007-12-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

This is the most satisfied photo that I took and edited in the girls night.
The rest of photos will be waiting for the professional photographer to update. It will take some time as it had been informed.

GBN Photographer's Blog

For more information about the girls night, check it out The Girls In December's site right now.

Note: Christmas Eve and Celebration will update later on and also same goes to my KL trip. Be patience, my friends!

Jingle Bell Jingle Bell......Merry Christmas, Friends!

2007-12-23T22:40:00.000+08:00

Friends friends friends,

Its HOHOHOHOHOHO time! Christmas is coming soon!!!! Tomorrow night its CHRISTMAS EVE!!! Expect Santa Claus to drop by your house to give you a surprise? So how many houses Santa has to go? I have no idea too. He might come to my place or might not. Should I wait? Hmm... No No No!

I should create my surprise for myself, how to celebrate Christmas this year! Last year I celebrated it with a group of friends BBQ in my friend's house. That was my first time celebrating together with my beloved one. HmmM...but this year, its gonna be totally different. We are not anymore BBQ but to have a seafood steamboat buffet in I-Lotus Restaurant with 6 people or more, the last minutes guest. The beloved one still celebrate together with me but its not MY beloved one anymore. Its the PEOPLE beloved one. HEHE! Yeah he's my ex-bf this year. Broke up with him this year. WooOo Time flies so fast. When is my next beloved one coming to celebrate with me for Christmas? HEHE! Will inform you guys, friends....

Our plan is after enjoying THE BUFFET, we gonna karaoke in my house. My house becomes Red-Box or Green Box (Singing house)? HEHE! I love singing. We used to gather in my house and sing. It had been long time ago. Now do it again!!! My best buddy asked me, did I prepare anything for the Xmas eve night in my house? OOPss I almost forget that part....hmmm ok ok I gonna buy some drinks. After singing, they must be thirsty. Other than singing, we can play games, cards and others. Have fun!!

I plan to prepare a gift for the person who attend our STEAMBOAT BUFFET on the night. Having friends sitting down and celebrating together for this special occassion is not easy because they might have other party somewhere else. So treasure the time. I love to give something to people in special occassion. I don't know why. I just love it. I love to prepare something special and give it to people based on my creativity. I love creativity. I love to give people surprise as well!!! That's me, the Jamy!!!

So are you gonna wait for Santa to drop by your house tomolo night? Other than sitting down to receive the gift, why not try to give someone a special gift, thats what we call GIVING is LOVING. Who knows you might get a surprise in return? That's your CHOICE. Think carefully now.

I would to greet my friends Janice, Jean, Mariuca, Karen, Bobo, Bobby, Rolando, Trinity, Nonnie, FL Sam, Iwan, MakeTraffic, LeeChien, NAFASG, Kenny Ng and others who I forget to mention your name (dont angry me ah!) A GREAT AND AWESOME DAY FOR YOUR CHRISTMAS 2007!!!

Trust or Not To Trust?

2007-12-21T10:42:00.000+08:00

My lovely friends,

Today the post I am writing is about choosing to trust people saying. The people I am refering is my new maid. This morning I see a stranger, a man hiding at the back of my house, near the fence. I am watching from my parents' room window to see what this guy up to, whether he is waiting for the bus or any other bad purpose.

My house is located beside the road in the resident area. Many indonesian and other workers always walk pass by there. Its hard for my family not to worry whether these worker will intend to bring my maid out at night, starting from approaching my maid. Previously, there was an incident that my previous previous maid went out with guys at late night and came back with door locked. She slept outside. Thats when we found out what had happened.

This time, I caught the men. When I saw him standing there for a long time, I waited my new maid to open the back door and see what he gonna do. It's what I expected to be. He walked near to the fence and approached my new maid. At the same time, I also paid attention whether my new maid talked to him or not, watching her from upstair. She did not get close with the guy and she did talk with him but I donno what they are talking about.

I waited for awhile till I cant stand it anymore. I went down straight to the back and looked for my maid. I opened widely the back door and talked seriously to the guy. This is my first time talking rudely to a stranger. I recognised his face and spoke unfriendly to him, " What are you doing here?" He don't understand English. I pointed at my new maid and asked him, "Kenal kah? (You know her?)" He replied, "Yah, kawan.(Yes, friend)" My maid already went inside early and said, "Tidak kenal. Bukan kawan.(I don't know him. Not my friend)"

I stared at the guy rudely and he walked away to the other side of road to take his bicycle that had been hiding behind the bushes. What kind of guy is that.....doing something evil! I asked my maid whether she talked to him. She answered that she told the guy that she cant talk to people, saying No No No. She said that the guy kept on asking what is her name and when she can come out. I shall ask the guy, what is my maid name, since he said he knows my maid. Thats what I forget. Thats so suspicious. Saying that know my maid and then asking my maid, what's her name. Who should I trust now?

Blogging is really a nice place for me to express my feeling now. I feel much better now. If I choose to trust my maid, it means that I am trusting myself for a positive view and thought. I am focusing a positive thought. Choose to trust people is a positive energy and thought. If she really wanna turn bad in the end, thats her choice. It has nothing to do with me. I had warned her when the first day she came, not to talk to anyone or foreign workers. We don't know who is bad or good, we only can protect ourselves. I am the person who can let people to trust me so I shall choose to trust people as well. Be the trust, Be the one!

Note: I will sure reply your comment in my previous post, my friends. Don't worry. Thanks for ur caring!

I'm Away For A Moment....Pls Forgive me!

2007-12-11T11:05:00.000+08:00

I know I had made disappointment in you, my friends that I am back again and lost again. Did not response your messages and comments. I don't wish to be in that way because I need to make a new choice. I love blogging. Its my lifetime job till I find my future husband, have children and getting old till 80+. This is the place for me to record how I choose to live in my life in every moment.

Everyday I wake up at 6am and sleep at 10pm or 11pm. I spend less than an hour sitting down in my room excluding for my sleeping hours. I am living in 2 storey terrace house. The whole day I will be hanging out with my mama to see any household matters to be arranged, otherwise go out buy the stuffs. Its the same routine everyday. I have to keep watching on my new maid till she finishes the job end of the day at 10pm. If I stay on blog, I will probably sleep late at 12. If I sleep late, I will wake up late the next morning. My mama will be the only one who in charge the household and looking at my maid. If my maid did something wrong, she gonna get angry. I sayang my mama so I take the responsible to teach my maid too together with her.

Every family got its difficulties, in term of different situation. So I believe in hope and miracle. As long as I am alive, I create hope and miracle. No matter how many choices I had made, I still believe myself that I can do it. I walk and fall down many times. Lastly, I decide to stand up and walk again. Walk, fall and stand up and walk again. Its my learning process. Every time give me different result. The important thing is I STILL BELIEVE.....

Tomorrow I will be away to KL for 6 days vacation. A bruneian blogger from dog island is flying through the sea to be landed on the Malaysia City for the first time. To see what I never see before in Brunei. A sony cybershot digital camera is ready in KL for me to collect and take a nice shot.

Before I go for vacation or away sometimes, I would like to share a video with you when you cant see me in blogging, keeping you accompany till I am back. This video is so meaningful for your whole life especially when you are down and not in a good mood. This is what I should practise each and every day to recharge my energy, so do you, my lovely friends.

The Secret To You & Me

♥ JaMiLLa ♥
Thank you for reading and viewing this post...

Your Jamy Is Back On Blog! Yipee!

2007-12-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

Hello! Hello! Hello!

I am here reporting to my regular readers who found me lost almost one month from blogging.

WHAT? A MONTH? How dare you leave your reader alone or feel disappointed whenever they visit you? You should get punishment!!!

OK OK OK! I know. I know. I shouldnt do that but I really stucked in the middle for past few weeks. At least I announced in my "What I am doing" message box that I got final exam! I think I can earn some forgiveness from my readers, can I?

I know. During this invisible period, I had lost some readership from my loyal readers, not being updated my blog. But I believe that they will get back to me soon that I really put much effort on my blog and create close relationship with them.

But still there are few people that really concern and care about how I am doing during the past few weeks. Really appreciate each message that they leave here. Great person.

I should announce who they are.

1. Mariuca, Genie Princess who left more than 3 greetings in my cbox although I did not reply her.

2. Karen, Waterlearner who checked regularly how my exam was and give encouragement to me.

3. Janice, the sweet lady mother who really miss her dog island friend in Brunei.

Thats the top 3! I decide not to list out the rest because just in case I didnt mention you and you gonna cry out and saying this Jamy no-heart. If you did really check it out my blog regularly, do count yourself in the top 3!

Let me have space to say THANK YOU to my friends, bloggers and readers. For now, I shall explain to you all for my nearly a month disappeared blogging.......

Almost everyday went to school early morning for exam revision
with the two best companions

Hot drinks was my best buddy to wake me up
when I felt sleepy

They could be my best buddy sometimes but not all the time (feel boring)

Time & Cost Saving Lunch In School

High-Tea Break During Rainy Day

MY CHALLENGE

This is not an ordinary egg that you see in your refrigerator or the supermarket. It is a traditional egg healer method that you can reduce your heatiness or headache by rubbing or rolling it on your forehead, face, hands, body and legs after the egg is boiled. When I am sick, mama used to do that to me. Each time used up two eggs. So I am not sure how many eggs healer that I had been used.

For past few weeks, mama was not feeling well. Non-stop coughing till her body really painful. Its a dry cough and the aching made her coughing. I was deeply sad about it. Mama has a weak body condition during normal day and the coughing brought down her life. She had difficulty in taking foods because in sudden of cough that make her feel annoying. Visited 2 doctors and took injection twice that made her feel abit better.

So during this time, I took up the challenge to do what I never do it before. Such a coincidence, we sent off our maid back to Indonesia and my mama got sick. No one can do the cleaning stuff at home when all are out to work and study. We always encounter the time when many things crushed together that gonna made us burnt off.

My situation is I need to take care of mama, do the cleaning stuff and preparing for the final exam. Home is definitely not the right place for me to study because I will get influenced by her coughing. Too sadly that I had to leave her home when I decided to study in school. Sound like a bad girl right? I had no choice at all because if I stay at home doing the cleaning and taking care of mama, it will be from morning till 10pm by that time its only my free time. I tried to study overnight in Dina place, my best classmate but she had tied up with private functions at home or cousin place. Sometimes its hard to ask the reason why so many things crush together that made me cant breathe.

Only my tear can really set me free from the stress and hopeless. After a cry, I am brave enough making another decision to be a stronger me. Exam, I still need to study and revise in school and late night at home. Mama, I still need to take care of her by changing the character to be the one who rub the egg healer for her which is my first time doing that. Home stuff, I still need to arrange and prepare foods for family. Just go with the flow with my courage. Now my new maid has come and mama coughing is getting better that she can really eat. That period is really a good learning experience for me to grow. To try the thing that I don't dare to do before. Its about change. Its about growing to a better and truly me. No one have the right to judge me even myself. This is what I gonna learn.

Lastly, I appreciate the people who really care about me during that period...I hope you are one of them who I am saying right now. Thank You......

Happy Birthday To Nonnie!

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Today 5th Novemeber 2007, my close friend Nonnie birthday. Thanks for your treat in Capers. I am happy to show up there to be part of your celebration and gave you the hugggiessss!! Hope you like the pressie of PURPLE......actually the wrapping paper is re-used. Jimat ma me!

I met some of your local bloggermates and close friends that appeared in your blog regularly. It was like inviting your blog actors and actresses (macam hollywood stars) sitting there and having dinner together. That's so COOL! You are the director of your blog film.

Although I don't know most of them, I am glad to attend because you invited me. Must give you the face right? I sat quietly and be listener of the night, it doesnt matter. I did enjoyed the night. Thanks, peng you!

The Secret To Happiness Part 2

2007-10-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

What is your happiness? Again that's the question that I had been asking in the Part 1.

My happiness is watching The Secret dvd with full of concentration that give me alot of awareness and good feelings generated inside me. I feel supercharged and happy after watching it. Obviously, I enjoyed the whole process of watching it together with my Core Value family just now.

What is The Secret movie? Basically, it teaches you how to get what you want in everything, for eg health, money, love, prosperity and others. You can make a search in amazon.com to see what movie is that or maybe search for The Secret in youtube.com. Then you will know what I mean.

I got a friend who is my friend's brother, my online friend and now my bloggermate. He is the first person who I know that he is writing a post of what he feel about The Secret in his blog. His name is Luuee. I would like to introduce you two of his posts. One is A smile a day and another is The Silence. Please visit his posts that I mentioned. You will find it fantastic!!!

After watching The Secret now for several times, I feel like saying.....

I love blogging. I really enjoy reading people blog that share the topics I'm interested and I will write a very long comment to them in return on how I feel of what they had been shared in their blog. I found the connection between us. That's the way I love it so much. And I will be inspired by their writing and get me to improve on blogging and life perception. This makes me FEEL GOOD!

So if you had watched The Secret movie, how do you feel about it? What do you feel like saying? Please share with me by leaving a comment here. That's part of my happiness.

♥ JaMiLLa ♥
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Friendship, Let's Treasure It Together!

2007-10-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

After reading many different types of blogs for the past 4 months, the best blog of mine is about how much love they show to the readers. Are they caring and responsive to their readers?

A blog who have only one way conversation tend to be boring no matter how informative the blog is. The blogger keep on showing how talented they are and the readers as well as commenters keep on giving appreciation, support and encouragement to this talented blogger.

Did you see anything wrong? There is no connection between blogger and readers & commenters. Then how you gonna keep in touch with your readers? Keep in touch means get to know who your readers are. Of course you cant expect yourself to know the detailed background of them but just little by little. I probably dont know what job my readers currently working but at least I know what they love and interested because they are commenting based on their thought. I may have same interest with them that makes me more fun and exciting. This is what I call connection, my friends and readers.

The main purpose of this post is to create goodness and friendship in blogosphere which my thoughtful friend, Bobby from revellian.com get started on Friendship Writing Project. This guy is really passionate in creating friendship through blogosphere. Appreciate his thoughtful mind.

I contribute this post to my friend, Janice from Singapore who had been so strong in holding her belief on "This is a miracle." Recently she lost her beloved brother who suffered from bone cancer a year ago and now she is deeply sad. This is more than one time dedicating the post to her and her brother. For me, it's worth to write a post how you get to know your friends esp bloggermates and how special they mean to you. They will feel appreciate when reading how importance they are to you. You gonna make their day SMILE and HAPPY.

Janice,

Give a smile for yourself :)

Your brother would like to see you smile although he's not here anymore.

But he's still in your heart which no one can take it away from you.

That's brother-sister relationship. Both of you are linked to each other.

When you smile, he will smile back to you and walk peacefully to his brighter life.

If you are my loyal readers, you should know I did a handmade prayer card to Janice brother on behalf of the blogging community who spend the time showing prayer heart in their blog. I really appreciate all these kind efforts and love from them. And I respect them. That's what we should do no matter where we are, in blogosphere or real life.

From what I felt on Janice brother prayer, I can see hope from people. Alot of people left their wonderful comments just to give encouragement to Janice and blessing to her brother without getting any personal return. I can feel the love, caring and support flowing all over Janice blog. Once Janice blogged about her brother condition, people came to click on the comment link and type the words with their thoughtful heart.

One of the post that made me shock and happy is when Janice announced her brother leaving in a poem on Monday. There are 63 comments giving to her without any reply from her because shes so tired on her brother funeral. Normally you would see a post with 50+ comments but including the replies from the blog author. But this one goes up to 63 comments!!!! That post does not give you any benefit on how to make money on blog, how to make you more prettier or how to get your partner in 1 hour. No! No! No! It's about how the brother fight against its sickness and what sort of pain and suffering did he got till the last breath. Most importantly, how the sister feel sorry and hopeless in not able to save her real blood brother. This is what we feel so sad about it.

We might be seeing Janice brother had lost the battle but at the same time, we also see the hope and miracle we are looking for so long. That's US who care for Janice and her brother by leaving the comments in every prayer post and the bloggers who set up a prayer room in his/her blog. That's what we are searching for. Power Of Love!

There are tons of people I would like to show my appreciation in supporting Janice from the day she post the prayer of her brother till the anouncement of his leaving. I made my effort to list down all the commenters on every of her brother posts. I might not knowing you or neither you too but I see how wonderful person you are to spend your time showing love to Janice. And there are alot of person who giving more than once in all of the posts. I feel appreciate.

I know this list might get you so annoying because it's so long and full of people's names. But please do remember, this people will be there for you when you really need someone to listen your problem and thought.

♥ aaron cook ♥ ac associates ♥ Adrian ♥ amel's realm ♥ anitbarbie ♥ appletpk95 ♥ Babyfiona ♥ barrett laurie ♥ bless ♥ blog author ann clemmons ♥ blur mommy ♥ blur ting ♥ Bobby ♥ Bokjae ♥ Bola ♥ brown baron ♥ cardiogirl ♥ cbenc12 ♥ chin sh'n ♥ choc mint girl @ crystal ♥ colleen ♥ criz lai ♥ daniel ♥ Dan's porta ♥ Darlene ♥ diamondssaphire ♥ dodongflores ♥ east meets west kitchen ♥ Eastcoastlife ♥ Ed ♥ ehon ♥ elenie tan ♥ Emila ♥ erisha ♥ flsam ♥ francine ♥ franx budi ♥ Georg ♥ health freak mommy ♥ hipmommy ♥ hipncoolmomma ♥ honestyrain ♥ ilovepearly ♥ JaMiLLa ♥ Janicenw ♥ Jean ♥ jennyl ♥ JessetheCat ♥ jho ♥ Joezul ♥ Johnny Ong ♥ jon ♥ Judy ♥ Keeyit ♥ kegler747 ♥ kiasumum ♥ Ladyjava ♥ lemonjude ♥ Lilifxt ♥ lori ♥ loz ♥ maketraffic ♥ Mariuca ♥ menopauseprincess ♥ Milkmaid ♥ Mommyness ♥ Monday morning power ♥ monkeywong ♥ Morgan ♥ mummy to qiqi ♥ NAFASG ♥ nessa ♥ nester ♥ Nicholas Aaron Khoo ♥ Nick Philips ♥ Nihal ♥ odysseus ♥ old beng ♥ pia ♥ Polliwog ♥ purplefrogcat ♥ Racheal ♥ Rolando ♥ s.h.@.r.o.n ♥ Sam Chan ♥ Sandy G ♥ Santa Claus ♥ sasha ♥ Shan ♥ Shana ♥ Shern's mom ♥ Shinade ♥ sicarii ♥ stacey ♥ Sunshineforlife ♥ Surjit ♥ suzie ♥ sweetpea ♥ tak feng & ♥ li li ♥ The Bimbo Bobo ♥ The New Parent ♥ Trinity ♥ Waterlearner ♥ wen ♥ Zara's Mama ♥ zari.zhm ♥

Friendship Writing Project - Part 1

♥ JaMiLLa ♥
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You Ask Me Why I Blog?

2007-10-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

What a great question to ask if you are the blogger!

Some people will think that bloggers are a branch of so-free people talking crap in an unrealistic world, blogosphere? Nothing to do in life, that's why you spend most of your time doing useless stuff there!!!!

Excuse me, sir and madam. I would like to re-correct your thinking and view regarding the blogging. Blogging is the latest communication between people that you might not know who you are communicating and connecting to. Its communication tool is no longer like telephone, fax, telegraph and others but its INTERNET!!!

Then I ask you, WHY YOU WANNA BLOG?

Make difference in my life by giving love, happiness, hope, joy, support and encouragement to the world!

Still dont understand, sir and madam? Ok let me show you something by writing this title post.

Turn Blogging Into A Real World

I want to show people that leaving a comment or wishing or encouragement in blogosphere is not what other thinks about as UNREALISTIC. They might be visiting a blog which many people are supporting by giving 100+ comments in the post. They judge that who will really care if you got a blog that contains 100+ comments average in the day. They will care you when your restaurant got 100+ customers in a day. They will smile on you, my friends.

Other than just posting the so-much comment in blogosphere, it's better to take action in REAL by sending a lot of love, faith and hope to people who is really need our pray no matter the ending is happy or sad. We create the miracle!

I want this 5 person to tell me WHY YOU BLOG?:

♥ Nonnie King ♥ World of Pablo ♥ Kenny Ng ♥ Darren ♥ Anak Brunei ♥

**Start Copy Here**

We have a voice;
We must be heard;
Therefore we blog;
Now spread the word!

This meme is based on a recent post that was conducted asking the question “Why do you Blog?” and the rewrite “Why do you Blog? - Reworked.” The purpose of this meme is to tell our tales by spreading the reasons that we blog to as many sites as possible. We get to explain ourselves, direct traffic to our site and highlight our most important, most representative or most relevant post in an SEO favorable format. This will be a positive experience for everyone who wants to get involved. This will enable you to create a short advertisement for your site that will be spread across the blogesphere; a growing directory of blogs.

This is an open meme. You do not have to be tagged to join in. All you have to do is follow the rules.

Please let me know when you have added your site by leaving a comment on “Complete List” with a link to your post. This will insure an up-to-date list, giving you even greater distribution. You then have the option of copying the growing list back to your site.

Rules:

- Create an inventive post title
-Write a brief introduction to the meme.
- Copy from “**Start Copy Here**” through “**End Copy Here**”
- Paste into your post
- At the end of the “*list*”, before “**End copy here**”, please add your name, site name (with link), a very brief description (2-3 sentences) of why you blog, and your most important, most representative, or most relevant post (with link.)
- Tag at least 5 others to participate.
- Leave a comment and a link to your post on “Complete List”

*List*

My name is Mel and I am the Author of Attitude, the Ultimate Power, aka Monday Morning Power. I blog because I am passionate about happiness and living in the moment. I want to spread the concept that we are in control of our own lives and can choose how we act and react. My site is focused on the Pursuit, Capture, Care and Feeding of a Positive Mental Attitude. One of my most representative posts is “Happiness Vs. Human Nature.”

I am Max and I offer weekly articles on MAX. Why do I blog? I do it because I want to share my thoughts with you guys. I present a new and interesting way of transmitting philosophical thoughts: funny, engaging and intriguing! My funniest, yet intriguing, post is "Don't you just love People?"

I am the Great and Powerful Baba Doodlius. My 100% factual blog The Thoughts and Sayings Of Baba Doodlius is intended to educate all of you curious readers about the Truth behind the Great Secrets of the Universe. I have the Truth! Can you handle the Truth? For a sample of my powers of enlightenment, read my Revelation of the terrible secret of Bigfoot, aka Don't get stepped on.

My name is Amelia and I am the Author of Amel's Realm. I blog because I need to voice everything in my world so that I won't explode. My site is all about thoughts, experiences, fears, problems, misadventures, hopes, and dreams of an introverted tropical girl in a foreign land (Finland). One of my most representative posts is On Trust and Relationship.

I am Geoff of Geoffandcarley.com and I blog for reasons as diverse and as fickle as my moods. Mostly I blog because I'm firmly convinced I've figured a few things out and that the world will benefit from my experience the same way I've benefited from others' experiences. One post that I feel captures my emotional involvement and my ire (but not my humor as much) is Decision time.

My name is Judy and I am the Author of ~~Sugar Queen's Dream~~. I blog because it's cheap therapy and I have something to say. I feel my most powerful post is called “The Myths of Smoking......”

My name is Sindi and I have written a blog entitled Life is a roller coaster!. My blog is based on the ups and downs of everyday life. I started blogging because I was going through some hard times and I wanted to meet new people to talk to. I like to write and was hoping people might enjoy reading what I have to say. I think the most inspiring post I have written to date is We Effect So Many.

People call me the Midgetmanofsteel (although I’m neither a midget, nor made of steel). I am the sole author the blog Mental Poo: a mostly true and humorous account of things that have happened to me, are happening to me, or are just filling my head and taking up valuable space where images of women should be. You can get a sneak peek into my mess of a brain by reading “Raisins are People” – a true account of my son’s first field trip.

My name is Sandee and I have a blog called Comedy Plus. My blog is just for fun, and I started it to poke fun about everyday life. My reason for blogging is to have fun and meet new friends. I have done both beyond my wildest dreams. I have posted lots of jokes, but when ask what my favorite joke is, I always pick Anger Management.

My name is Lynda. I blog to as a way to expose my writings and to spread my knowledge on the subject of love. My primary blog (I have 15) is lynda's loft. My favorite piece would be I LOVE..... I have over 300 original poems and posts dealing with the wonderful and painful world of love. I love love!

My name Adrian, although most of you probably know me as the Mighty Genie King. I am the author First Time Dad. I started blogging as a way to document my growing up pains as my wife and I raise our daughter. I hope that one day my daughter will be able to look at this and get an idea what life was like "back then". Now I blog about everything but the main focus is still the same! One of my favorite posts is Goodnight Sweetheart! Hello Basil! Eh...Who's Basil...

Hello, my name is Ann and I'm the author of A Nice Place in the Sun. I blog because I care about people and want to make them happy. My site is focused on humorous, inspiring, and nostalgic posts about life, children, and memories. My most representative post, or the post where I'm most myself is "The Craziest Experience Of My Life."

We are a team of writers, and everyone calls us NAFA, so that would be our name. We are the proud authors of NAFASG©™ - United And Dedicated Behind You™. Blogging, to us, is a form of spreading useful information and sharing our knowledge to every part of the world in order to contribute to the betterment of our global community. The post that we feel would be representative of our blog and the global community at large is The Sociological Interaction.

Hola! This is Mariuca and I blog because writing is what makes me whole. I write about anything under the sun from life, love, friends to cats and work. I tend to write best when under pressure and my personal favourite post from Mariuca is Love in Disarray.

My name is Susan and I am the Owner of ~~Wake up America ~~, which is a political, right leaning blog. I blog because I believe we need more voices out there to separate fact from fiction, to support our troops and to high light the lack of ethics from journalists today. I feel my most powerful post is called "Are You Proud to be an American......"

"Here I am :-) My name is Mauro and I'm the author of 1 Million Love Messages ... maybe the biggest love challenge in the blogosphere. Why I blog ??? Because I believe that bloggers can make a difference in the world. That's my challenge! My favourite post it's (for sure) Adam Donkus & Lizzie's Love History."

Hi there World I am Aussie, the author of Little Aussie Cynic and I want to Breathe among others. I was recently asked:"Why Do you Blog?" this takes me back to the beginning... I started blogging in an attempt to get people thinking, using my cynical humour as a tool to make people laugh, think and at times get the blood pumping.... Each of my Blogs takes in a little peice of my varied personality but the one which discribes me best would have to be There is Always a Natural Way the latest edition to the Aussie Cynic Family...

I am Zubli Zainordin, in Total Happiness, I organize the Book Project blog and co-author Santa's Community Blog and Hall Of Fame Blog. I blog with the purpose of documenting about my self for my own reference, my future generations and friends who prefer to know me. I also share vital and valuable information entirely on total happiness. I believe in Santa Claus and I share the Spirit of Christmas within this Blog World. In addition I promote bloggers, their blogs, and invite them to share their blogging experiences, and together with Shinade, I review their blogs and award them with the Zubli and Shinade Recommended Read awards. Those who continuously show continuous blogging improvements shall be residence of the Hall Of Fame blog.

Hi, My name is Janice Ng & I'm the miracle mum from "This is a miracle". I started to blog to document the foot steps of my 2 boys : Amos & Zachary. With this blog, they are able to look back what they have been through: their joy, excitement, laughter, fighting, crying, screaming... etc when they grow up. One of my favourite post is "The loving brothers" on how the 2 brothers showed they tenderly care through a piece of strawberry cake!!

The internet world knows me by LadyJava. My first blog, "how to make money online" was actually the reason why I started blogging. I wanted to share to the world that I was making online share my experience about it. However I enjoyed blogging so much that the habit quickly caught on and I began writing a few other blogs as well. This blog, however, is by far my favorite blog as I've made many friends from all over the world and I continue blogging as an avenue for me to share my life with friends and would-be friends. My favorite post is "Coffee and Me" as I am officially a coffee addict.

Ohaiyo! My name is Jean Chia from A Great Pleasure. I started blogging around end March 2007. My earlier intention was to store my recipes permanently online while it is accesible anywhere in this world. As I blog, I met many new interesting peoples around the world. It was truly a great pleasure to know them and I am honored to award them in Award For You, My Great Friend. One of my favourite post is my first post which was about my niece : First "Ah Yi". Now, blogging seems to me as a way to express myself freely. It has been a joyful experience and I'll blog for as long as I can.

I am Karen, writer of the blog, Journey with WaterLearner. My blog documents my humble journey of Awareness and Practical Spirituality. I am glad to have found many like-minded buddies in the blogosphere. I was the humble servant of the Spiritual Boot Camp for Say No Evil which was attended by 21 campers. Some of my favourite posts that might guide you to reflection are: The Pearl Within, Learn to Sink, Spiritual Facial & Uneasy Goodness.

Hello! My name is Emila and I run my own blog, Emila’s Illustrated Blog. I started blogging in Friendster, later moved to Blogspot and later later moved to my own domain for good. The main reason I blog is to update my friends about my daily life/my son’s development and to showcase my artworks. My favourite post is My Bundle of Joy.

Hello everyone, Watashi wa Kenneth des. Genki des ka?I started blogging with own hosting and domain is on 09-09-2007. My earlier purpose to blogging is to learning + relaxing + sharing + making friend.KennethZone is formed forLearning : learning english writing ( in my blog, you can know my english is very terrible)Relaxing : Using my free time for bloggingSharing : sharing my daily life, personal thought and etc to youMaking friend : make more friends.

My name is Jamilla a.k.a Jamy. What I Feel, I Just Blog is really my inner voice to tell anything that I am aware of in my life. I started blogging since June 2007, not long ago. I am happy that I can share and give love, happiness, caring and support through blogging together with a group of my bloggermates. My quote is "Make difference in your life by giving love, happiness, hope, joy, support and encouragement to the world!" The post that I really appreciate and respect myself is Turn Blogging Into A Real World . My first step towards the difference and miracle to the people who is around me.

♥ JaMiLLa ♥
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Turn Blogging Into A Real World

2007-10-13T20:19:00.000+08:00

Everything seems to happen for a reason from the day NAFASG Team dropped a message in my cbox that I felt it was so unknown, weird and most importantly, a sense of respecting to bloggers especially newbie bloggers.

They are a blogging team from Singapore that provides many information to readers and doing community services. They also provide awareness for our health concern. One of their health articles brought up with a good intention in creating a prayer energy to Janice's brother who had a long and hard time recovery from the lung operation last month.

So I followed the good intention that NAFA had been sending to me by feeling "Everyone is a Hero". That's still not enough, the intention also attached to me when I was so interested in having a walk or jog early in the morning.

A GIFT FOR YOU, JANICE

This is the goodies given by the organiser when I participated for Heart Race although I did not win. I got this feeling that the goodies was really suit for Janice and her two hyperactive sons. I'm willing to share my courage gift to her. It's really made her like her 2 sons in having joy by jumping up and down in their apartment.

The good intention sent by NAFASG did not ended just like this. Janice was so touched by the effort of NAFASG and the bloggers who really touched the bottom of their heart. She shouted in blogosphere, "You mean alot to me!".

By feeling so much of kindness, support and encouragement from the bloggers, I asked myself, "Why not I deliver this prayer energy to the hand of Janice's brother?" A good question from my mind... So one day Janice received A Card of Prayers, Love, Hope & Faith.... from a postman as a registered mail that she lost her words after opening it.

I started to google for Janice brother prayer so that I can list down everyone who had posted an article for her brother prayer (not to miss anyone). What's the symbol for giving support? Of course, thats LOVE! I folded the tiny colorful paper that we used to play it during our childhood, into heart shape and made a flower. I got the ideas from my sister's board that she sticked her lovely stuffs. The result was out of my expectation. I had drafted what content I should put in the handmade card. And it's so AWESOME and create MIRACLE for my life and hopefully to Janice's brother.

PREPARATION

Most of the stuff are available in my room except for the Inspiring words sticker that really costed me alot because it's a good quality sticker which you no need to afraid of the problem that it doesnt match with the card color paper. It's TRANSPARENT! *Thumbs Up*

1) Pelikan Color Pen (Bought by my sister, Nary)

2) Pink Hard Paper

- Leftover when I attended my bookscrapping class

- Pink means giving unconditional love, I know guys did not suit for this color but I did this card with full of meaning.

3) Tiny colorful paper (Have it during childhoold play)

4) Nice designed sticker (It's worth for me to pay higher $ because words can really inspire so much in such a way of support and encouragement. No regret!)

5) Jamy's Mind and Heart

Make difference in your life by giving
love, happiness, hope, joy, support and encouragement
to the world!

I would like to present HEARTS BADGE to the bloggers that really made the kind effort in posting Janice brother prayer articles in their blog. Your support and effort is highly appreciated by *ME* and *Janice*. Please copy and paste the code below to place in the sidebar of your blog.

Joezul, Jamilla, Karen & Bobo

Santa Claus, Shinade, MakeTraffic, FLSam

Sandy G, NAFASG, Trinity, Jesse The Cat

<a href="http://stars-light.blogspot.com/2007/10/turn-blogging-into-real-world.html"></a>

Bobby, Jean, Bok Jae, Mariuca

♥ JaMiLLa ♥
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Early Morning Wake Up to....

2007-10-12T04:51:00.001+08:00

Let me check the time right now. *AHEM* It's 4.45am, Friday 12 October 2007.

Excuse me! Why Im still awake at this hour? I should be sleeping like a pig on my bed, isnt?

The reason why I'm infront of the monitor typing the words that you are reading right now is ......

I WAS SLEEPING OVER AT DINA PLACE AND JUST HAVING MY SAHUR!

(Too full to sleep straight away, thats why you still see me typing the words now)

Feeling like I'm Malay right now and need to wake up early before 4.30am. If not, I got no food to feed my stomach when I wake up after the Sahur time!!!!

Food is restricted to place in the dinning room and Drink is not allowed too, instead of the tap water. *hehe*

HmMm....that's why it is good to blog at this time, the last day of Puasa. So that I can greet my Malay readers, NAFA, Mariuca and the rest of Malay bloggers and not to forget the one who is reading this right now.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA ADILFITRI

Please forgive me if my Latte photos does make you
feel uneasy during your fasting month

Note: I can hear someone is snooring right now in the same room with me so I think I better go to sleep again for another dreamland.

♥ JaMiLLa ♥
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Celebration For Nonnie!!!!!

2007-10-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

To all my Readers,

GOOD NEWS! GOOD NEWS! GOOD NEWS!

I have been waited the result for so long about this awesome blog awards for Bruneian Bloggers!!!

Ladies and Gentlemen,

Let's welcome our 2007 Best Personal Blog Winner, Nonnie King!!!!

The author and creator of Spiritual Garden

Below is the chart result that she had been won for the award.
Click here for more information.

Message to Nonnie:

YES! YES! YES! You have won! You are not dreaming anymore!!! You get the first!! I feel happy for you, my friend! I'm gonna celebrate for you! Together celebrate it with your loyal readers that had been accompanyed with you for past few years. I dedicate the celebration photo below to you that really suit for your joy! Celebrate it with your special guest!!

Message to my readers and blogmates
who supported and voted for Nonnie:

Karen, Sam, NAFASG team, Janice, Jean, Mariuca, MakeTraffic, LeeChien and others

You all are so awesome!!!! You all had pushed Nonnie to the first place of The Best Personal Blog in Bruneian Blog Awards! Make her dream come true! I really wanna thank you for being so supportive to my friend. By just one request to you all, a kind and generous action had been made!! I feel happy that you all are here! Let's celebrate the joy with Nonnie, just like the photo below!

♥ JaMiLLa ♥
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My Second Blog Contest

2007-10-08T23:06:00.000+08:00

The Wall that I need to face it everyday in my bedroom,
locate infront of my desk

Spot any familiar photos that really catch your attention?

Then look carefully in the photo below.

YES! It's a blog contest on Celebrate Aidilfitri with Mariuca! that is giving away Mariuca Raya Mug ordered specially from Emila to thanks the readers and friends of Mariuca.

I was so excited about this contest and wish to win! I did not win on my first contest for HandBag giveaway. Too bad...but for sure I will win in my upcoming contest.

I love Mariuca Raya Mug coloring. Green and Blue. Great combination that most of us have it. So at first I printed the 2 photos that Mariuca posted in her blog and sticked on my wall. That's still not enough, I actually did some sketching on top of the 2 small photos to make it more outstanding from others. I love the sketching that I learned it from secondary school. And beside that, I went to the shop and developed it into another larger of Mariuca Raya Mug!!!

Now I'm feeling that Mariuca Raya Mug is always beside me, near my bed!!!! Feel like winning it already, Marzie!!!!

My First Contest Participation:
I Love Teresa's Handbag Giveaway Contest
Teresa Handbag Contest Result

♥ JaMiLLa ♥
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Weekend Snapshot #4 - Lotus, You're Beautiful

2007-10-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

This is the lotus flower.

Whenever you see at the flower photos, you will see the beautiful part of it like how blossom it looks like.

So I took the photo after the beautiful blossom which you are looking at it on the left.

I know it's no longer perfect looking, I still believe you are beautiful without perfection.

My Weekend Snapshot #1 - My Little Angel
My Weekend Snapshot #2 - Hearts of Flower
My Weekend Snapshot #3 - TQ Latte

♥ JaMiLLa ♥
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Please Join Us In The Bloggers Unite Movement

2007-10-08T14:28:00.000+08:00

This is a very sad and heart broken story. I encourage you to spend your time reading this with an open hearted minded. This is the real fact that we cant change it anymore but to help in the search of THE WANTED MAN.

Everyone have to accept the fact and also increase your awareness especially if you are the parent of child or soon-to-be the title of parent.

I believe the Universe the God will make the right and best decision to handle the outcome of this incident. Who ever make the causes will get the result that they deserve for it. No one can escape from what they had done before.

Let us pray for a harmony and peaceful life in our future with putting our hands together in a circle to show LOVE to the world.

The below article is based on the support towards NAFASG Team and please click the below article title to read more information.

The Fight Against Child Abuse: A Tribute To The Late Nurin Jazlin (1999 to 2007)

----Start to copy and paste this article with your kind heart----

In our times of darkness, children are the ones who will brighten us up. No matter what ordeals we have to endure in our daily lives, we know that we can overcome them the moment we set eyes on children. Their innocence and purity in them will always give us a sense of peacefulness and calm that is beyond words. And it goes without saying that life would be meaningless without seeing them smile, hearing them laugh and cry, and feeling their small and flawlessly gentle hands that want to reach out to us.

Yet, there are some who show no empathy and sensitivity towards these beautiful souls. Worse still, they would dunk themselves into physical violence and cruelty towards the children without even thinking twice. Such acts can deem someone to be worse than an animal, because even an animal has compassion and love for its young.

What is going on with this world? Why must such horrid acts be carried out? Why do these people ever exist in this world?

Please take this time to read this special message from us, and show your utmost support and sympathy towards the family of the late Nurin Jazlin, who passed away tragically and brutally at the age of only eight. Little Nurin Jazlin’s body was discovered in a gym bag on 17th September, one month after she was abducted. Upon the discovery, she was seen to be in the most horrifying state ever. Her hair was short and curled up, when it was originally straight and long. Her body was pale and badly bruised from head to toe, and there were traces of foreign objects like brinjal and cucumber found in the virginal area of her body.

Parents of the deceased took a long time to acknowledge her death, but eventually did after all the thorough DNA tests had been carried out by the forensics department. Her body was finally buried on 21st September. Her father, Jazimin Abdul Jalil, had expressed his sorrow towards this tragedy, stating that whoever who caused her death was not a human being, but rather, an animal.

This was the result of an outrage of modesty (See Picture Above) caused by a man of age between 35 and 40, who was thought to be someone who enjoyed torturing people, particularly children. Along with him was a 23-year-old lady, who was apparently his partner in crime. The lady had been found and called for questioning by the Malaysian authorities, whereas the man has yet to be found. Hence, we are urging all of you here to play your part in finding this serial killer cum sexual offender and ensuring that justice is served to the deceased and her family.

If you know of the culprits’ whereabouts, keep us informed immediately, or directly inform her uncle, Jasni Abdul Jalil, via his blog, which he had specially created as a form of dedication to her.

Over the years, we have heard of children’s lives being taken away due to the evil doings of heartless adults. Nurin’s death was one of the most gruesome and tragic deaths that made many of us shocked, despaired and furious. Do you want more children to die in the hands of these sadistic people? Do you still wish to hear such saddening news of child abuse?Then let us do our part right away! Together we can make this world a better place for the little ones. Let us all join hand in hand and put a stop to such cruelty towards them once and for all! Fight against child abuse today.We have created a logo to show our support towards the fight against child abuse. If you would like to join in this movement, please copy and paste this article in your site and place the logo. After displaying this article, leave us a comment and we will add your link in our list of bloggers who have voluntarily helped us in this movement.

Once you have added the article and badge in your post, please inform us by leaving a comment on this article and we will include you in the list. You may also wish to place the badge on your sidebar. PLEASE HELP TO SPREAD THE MESSAGE. Thank you.

WE ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE. ARE YOU?

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♥ JaMiLLa ♥
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plus the one who join this movement!

TQ Latte Just For You

2007-10-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

These 2 photos are taken by Nonnie when we have our afternoon tea today!

Hey I never thought of taking with latte?
Thanks Nonnie for reminding me.

Basically, for those who keep tracking on my blog will know that recently I had been helping my close friend, Nonnie for her voting in The Simpur Bloggies, The Bruneian Blog Awards since last week. I contributed my whole week post to her because I was so busy with my assignment and test, thats why I did not blog about my daily life. Oh well it's good to keep my readers on blog with a short article.

I had received many SUPPORTIVE responses from my bloggermates, being so generous that with a simple message left in their blog, they actually take into action to read my post and make their voting. I'm so thankful to those who made this effort in supporting potential blogger like Nonnie.

So, I leave a V-I-P post for you all to enjoy TQ Latte that you deserved for it....

Such a coincidence that Nonnie and I managed to meet up today for our REUNION! It had been such a long time (2 years?) that we did not sit down and chit-chat together although we are living in the same country but different town. Both of us keep updating our BBC news as this is what girls normally do, so do guys! (Don't deny!) We talked about blogging stuff and of course our personal stuff. So long did not talk face to face, have to maintain our gan-qing (relationship). If not, later putus (break off), HOW? Hehe *Touchwood*

Overall, it is a great chit-chat with her because for sure, she got many things to tell and ask me, so do I. I be her listener and she be my listener too. Give and Take! I feel so happy to meet her up in the town. She is still the old Nonnie King that I knew her in our computer course since 2001. Straight-forward! Showing her true-self with the heart. A nice and caring person she are, definitely! You will feel comfortable and relax when talking to a person who really treat you as his/her true friend. If someone who is not, you will feel unsecure and of course uncomfortable after getting to know each other more. *hint Nonnie! Answer back one of her Qs*

In order to end up this post, below is the list of people that I wanna treat them TQ Latte:

1.Karen
2. Sam
3. NAFASG team
4.Janice
5. Jean
6. Mariuca
7. MakeTraffic
8. Bobby
9. LeeChien
10. Hong and his colleagues
11. Any blogger or reader who voted for Nonnie and not in the list, please inform me to list down here and you get your TQ Latte away!

Oh ya forget to mention that the idea of ordering TQ Latte is me but the one who is paying it is Nonnie! Please show your appreciation to her by taking your action either vote her again or drop by her blog.

The voting is due on 10am, 4th October 2007 (Thursday) - It's tomorrow morning. Make your move!

♥ JaMiLLa ♥
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plus the one who voted for Nonnie!